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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
"You are illogical"
I could very well be, for all I know. I have no idea what the hell I was doing all throughout the course of the night.
But in what way was I able to make my point the words would be the harshest hurt that one can deal out? Yes, I called you an idiot and for that, I apologize. It was wrong of me to do so simply because you are no idiot. Maybe my "idiot" only. Not for the rest of the world.
And yes, I would say that I was so blinded in trying to prove my point that I entirely forgot about your feelings. But in such a way, I proved my point. But at what cost, may I ask? It wasn't exactly the best thing to do in the world, nor the most mature.
Everything just went haywire tonight. I have no idea what went wrong and at which point in time. It just happened so fast. Maybe I even woke up on the wrong side of the bed. I don't know. What I do know is that I love you. If I didn't even give a damn about you, I wouldn't even have bothered to even explain myself and how I perceived things, let alone to give you simple one word answers to your queries. I would have just left you there standing alone, because I cannot even bother to put you in my mind anymore. That's when you'd know that I have given up entirely. But before that day occurs, if it should come to that, I'd give my very best to you, because I'd want to give it to you.
I know that it's so much simpler to be happier when one is single, due to the very basic fact that it's just one person. Being together requires compromise and above all, understanding each other's little quirks and accepting them wholeheartedly. While I may say that I was happier being single because I only had myself to think of, I can say that while I lost some of that singular happiness, I found you and I'd give that up because of you. It's not the same happiness that I can fulfil by myself, but rather, it takes two to accomplish this happiness. And likewise, I hope that you do feel the same way too.
At the end of the day, I know it's you that I'd still want to come back to after a tough day at work to just hug, kiss and ultimately create a future with you. Where do you choose to be then? The ball is in your court now.
I could very well be, for all I know. I have no idea what the hell I was doing all throughout the course of the night.
But in what way was I able to make my point the words would be the harshest hurt that one can deal out? Yes, I called you an idiot and for that, I apologize. It was wrong of me to do so simply because you are no idiot. Maybe my "idiot" only. Not for the rest of the world.
And yes, I would say that I was so blinded in trying to prove my point that I entirely forgot about your feelings. But in such a way, I proved my point. But at what cost, may I ask? It wasn't exactly the best thing to do in the world, nor the most mature.
Everything just went haywire tonight. I have no idea what went wrong and at which point in time. It just happened so fast. Maybe I even woke up on the wrong side of the bed. I don't know. What I do know is that I love you. If I didn't even give a damn about you, I wouldn't even have bothered to even explain myself and how I perceived things, let alone to give you simple one word answers to your queries. I would have just left you there standing alone, because I cannot even bother to put you in my mind anymore. That's when you'd know that I have given up entirely. But before that day occurs, if it should come to that, I'd give my very best to you, because I'd want to give it to you.
I know that it's so much simpler to be happier when one is single, due to the very basic fact that it's just one person. Being together requires compromise and above all, understanding each other's little quirks and accepting them wholeheartedly. While I may say that I was happier being single because I only had myself to think of, I can say that while I lost some of that singular happiness, I found you and I'd give that up because of you. It's not the same happiness that I can fulfil by myself, but rather, it takes two to accomplish this happiness. And likewise, I hope that you do feel the same way too.
At the end of the day, I know it's you that I'd still want to come back to after a tough day at work to just hug, kiss and ultimately create a future with you. Where do you choose to be then? The ball is in your court now.
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