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i woke up and i cant tell my left shoe from my right. weird. I messed this area @
00:47 hey guys, i know its been long since i last blogged. i just havent had the time nor the drive to blog. but then again, think abt it, so many changes, so little time. like wtf? things come and go very fast and it sucks. big time. first, i had a quarrel with jo. damn, i didnt want it to turn out this way. but whatever it is, the problem is there already. we talked things out and now we understand each other better. at least, i know that i understand her better. and its better cos i rather quarrel now to solve this problem than have it wait and then blow up with some other shit some fine day. but im just deprived of her. i want to see her bad and i want to spend time with her. i know that i love her deep down and that i dont ever want to leave her. sounds childish? yea, i think it is. but thats the way i feel. and i really am willing to sacrifice a whole damn lot just for her. argh, knn, like i can do a shit abt it if she wants to leave. thats the analogy that i put myself thru. if a person really has a change of heart, then theres nothing that you can do to stop the person. im goddamned depressed cos i do love her. shit, this is going to go another round again. fuck it la. how in the goddamn hell do i tell her that i love her show her that i am true to her rather than all those friends that i talk to? sibei sianz. niama, look at the damn bloody time. i have practicals starting at 8am tmr and im still not slping. maybe cos im thinking of her. and after the practical shit, theres tutorial. and after that, its chiong sua at SB-OB till 1am. KNNBCCB! put me at OB for fuck?!?!? think i superman ah? limbei do drink like GOD liddat ah? whack upside down inside out confirm i Kong Ka Kiao. basket. na mah eh, i think i go slp liao la. piang eh, still sit at com sure wun slp one. and tmr can kiss practical goodbye. here's to kissing the fucked up world a goodbye. KISS MY ASS B*TCH ! ! ! I messed this area @
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