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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
a real amusing night at zouk...
but yeah, i kind of realised that being single has its perks... pretty good ones too...
yep... and thats why, im happier now... maybe one day, i'll give it up...
but yeah, i kind of realised that being single has its perks... pretty good ones too...
yep... and thats why, im happier now... maybe one day, i'll give it up...
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HA! yes, i done up the blog into a photoblog already... could be better, but im lazy to work the codes to make it a true photoblog. will do so when the need arrives. for now, it should hold. i have tons of photos taken over the years, but hey, i can only upload so much.
well...
found this cute comic online... yeah... love is a bit hard to get around with and conventional methods would never work. well, humans are subjects which evolve on a daily basis. subliminal, but there. not many notice, but who notices much?
well...
found this cute comic online... yeah... love is a bit hard to get around with and conventional methods would never work. well, humans are subjects which evolve on a daily basis. subliminal, but there. not many notice, but who notices much?
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Mika - Happy Ending
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]
I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]
I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.
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04:44
just updated the blog... will do another update soon... have nothing better to do. maybe make it a photoblog instead...
we'll see if time permits.
we'll see if time permits.
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04:28
i got pretty messed up thought now...
feels damned weird, but hey, i aint complaining... keeps things fresh in my mind eh?
Merry Christmas to all...
feels damned weird, but hey, i aint complaining... keeps things fresh in my mind eh?
Merry Christmas to all...
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03:11
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Lumidee - Did You Imagine
Did you imagine we would ever end up like this,
did you imagine i would ever long for your kiss
something just told me
go ahead and walk that way
and i see your face
inseperable we were
ever since the day
yes its no mistake
so i wondered if, you ever ever ever dreamed that this could be you
right here in this place
and i wondered if, you ever ever ever dreamed that this could be true
yes it's no mistake
did you imagine we would ever end up like this,
did you imagine i would ever long for your kiss [x2]
i've grown to love you in such a special way
in my heart always
i've never felt a love baby not this way
promise me don't change
so i wondered if, you ever ever ever dreamed that this could be you
right here in this place
and i wondered if, you ever ever ever dreamed that this could be true
yes it's no mistake
did you imagine we would ever end up like this,
did you imagine i would ever long for your kiss [x2]
just wanna be with you baby
you hold me
and you change my sadness
i'm happy not lonely [x2]
did you imagine we would ever end up like this,
did you imagine i would ever long for your kiss [x2]
Did you imagine we would ever end up like this,
did you imagine i would ever long for your kiss
something just told me
go ahead and walk that way
and i see your face
inseperable we were
ever since the day
yes its no mistake
so i wondered if, you ever ever ever dreamed that this could be you
right here in this place
and i wondered if, you ever ever ever dreamed that this could be true
yes it's no mistake
did you imagine we would ever end up like this,
did you imagine i would ever long for your kiss [x2]
i've grown to love you in such a special way
in my heart always
i've never felt a love baby not this way
promise me don't change
so i wondered if, you ever ever ever dreamed that this could be you
right here in this place
and i wondered if, you ever ever ever dreamed that this could be true
yes it's no mistake
did you imagine we would ever end up like this,
did you imagine i would ever long for your kiss [x2]
just wanna be with you baby
you hold me
and you change my sadness
i'm happy not lonely [x2]
did you imagine we would ever end up like this,
did you imagine i would ever long for your kiss [x2]
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03:23
R.P.I.W.
this is the first, and most probably, the last time that i will go for it.
what a waste. at least it was an experience.
this is the first, and most probably, the last time that i will go for it.
what a waste. at least it was an experience.
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06:45
im learning a lot of things in life. its so very interesting. and best thing is, im happy about it. whatever i do now, i answer to no one except to myself. and its so much more carefree. i learned a lot from others while i was down and out. i grow independent and not to rely on others except myself. im back where i was, happy and without a care in the world. i know where i stand, what i want to do, what i want to achieve. all without someone else.
you know, i could grow to love this. i dont think that i would want to tie myself back down again. its not as if im not ready. its more of a choice that i love what i have and i appreciate what i have currently. laughing and talking rubbish, sitting around and just chilling out, driving and exploring wherever i want to. time and again, i rescued myself from the abyss, crawling out, shattered but not broken from within, growing stronger still.
and now, i know clearly, i can live by myself. im not afraid of what the world can throw at me. i know that i will not die. i know my limits and i will still continue to grow and explore new uncharted grounds. onward, forward. bo hue, bo chup, bo gar lan. finnito.
you know, i could grow to love this. i dont think that i would want to tie myself back down again. its not as if im not ready. its more of a choice that i love what i have and i appreciate what i have currently. laughing and talking rubbish, sitting around and just chilling out, driving and exploring wherever i want to. time and again, i rescued myself from the abyss, crawling out, shattered but not broken from within, growing stronger still.
and now, i know clearly, i can live by myself. im not afraid of what the world can throw at me. i know that i will not die. i know my limits and i will still continue to grow and explore new uncharted grounds. onward, forward. bo hue, bo chup, bo gar lan. finnito.
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life is still pretty messed up. im feeling slightly out of bearings still, but im making my way there. i dont blame no one. i just know better and that things do not always go the way you intended it. just live for the moment and the things that are short term achievable.
but more or less, i know what i want to do. you see, i also learnt another thing. its just that, when you start something, no matter how good you are at it, it will come to an end one fine day. all beginnings have an end, and all endings will ultimately produce a beginning. jobs will start and end, relationships will start and end, life will also, following the same pattern, start and end one day. its all a matter of time.
so whether we do go or bad, things will end one way or another. its just a matter of time and how long you can prolong the situation. so frankly speaking, im just kinda slightly cynical on the subject of life, love and all the surrounds it. it will end one day. all we are living for, is the how. and for some, the why. its a path we must all walk, experience, feel and foremost, learn. its a learning experience the whole route, and its part and parcel of life.
but still, im being positive about it by telling myself that whatever happens or comes my way, i will take it and move on. because it is me who decides whether the ending is a beautiful passage, or a painful memory for the future to reflect on and ponder over.
Useless I.D. - Turn up the stereo
They say you’re never gonna make it.
you don’t know how, you don’t know how
We're from a different generation
They cant see what’s its all about
If I take you down to a place I left behind,
would it make you understand?
Let's go!
I say, it doesn’t really matter when you’re all grown up, you're all grown up
As long as you know where your heart is,
don’t be scared. let it out.
If I take you down to a place I left behind,
would it make you understand?
Can you hear the pirate radio? Turn it up, the sound, of revolution
come on, Play it loud and steal the air while you can, ‘cause we're going back in time.
Can you hear the pirate radio? Turn it up, the sound, of revolution
come on, Play it loud and steal the air while you can, ‘cause we're going back in time.
They say you’re living in a dream world.
you better wake up, you better wake up
Sometimes I'd rather stay asleep.
If I take you down to a place I left behind,
would it make you understand?
Can you hear the pirate radio? Turn it up, the sound, of revolution
come on, Play it loud and steal the air while you can, ‘cause we're going back in time.
Can you hear the pirate radio? Turn it up, the sound, of revolution
come on, Play it loud and steal the air while you can, ‘cause we're going back in time.
I know where I belong,
Miles away from here
I Hope I see you there
Can you hear the pirate radio?
Can you hear the pirate radio?
but more or less, i know what i want to do. you see, i also learnt another thing. its just that, when you start something, no matter how good you are at it, it will come to an end one fine day. all beginnings have an end, and all endings will ultimately produce a beginning. jobs will start and end, relationships will start and end, life will also, following the same pattern, start and end one day. its all a matter of time.
so whether we do go or bad, things will end one way or another. its just a matter of time and how long you can prolong the situation. so frankly speaking, im just kinda slightly cynical on the subject of life, love and all the surrounds it. it will end one day. all we are living for, is the how. and for some, the why. its a path we must all walk, experience, feel and foremost, learn. its a learning experience the whole route, and its part and parcel of life.
but still, im being positive about it by telling myself that whatever happens or comes my way, i will take it and move on. because it is me who decides whether the ending is a beautiful passage, or a painful memory for the future to reflect on and ponder over.
Useless I.D. - Turn up the stereo
They say you’re never gonna make it.
you don’t know how, you don’t know how
We're from a different generation
They cant see what’s its all about
If I take you down to a place I left behind,
would it make you understand?
Let's go!
I say, it doesn’t really matter when you’re all grown up, you're all grown up
As long as you know where your heart is,
don’t be scared. let it out.
If I take you down to a place I left behind,
would it make you understand?
Can you hear the pirate radio? Turn it up, the sound, of revolution
come on, Play it loud and steal the air while you can, ‘cause we're going back in time.
Can you hear the pirate radio? Turn it up, the sound, of revolution
come on, Play it loud and steal the air while you can, ‘cause we're going back in time.
They say you’re living in a dream world.
you better wake up, you better wake up
Sometimes I'd rather stay asleep.
If I take you down to a place I left behind,
would it make you understand?
Can you hear the pirate radio? Turn it up, the sound, of revolution
come on, Play it loud and steal the air while you can, ‘cause we're going back in time.
Can you hear the pirate radio? Turn it up, the sound, of revolution
come on, Play it loud and steal the air while you can, ‘cause we're going back in time.
I know where I belong,
Miles away from here
I Hope I see you there
Can you hear the pirate radio?
Can you hear the pirate radio?
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23:57
Give my Life to God.
im bored. listening to christian music channels again. it calms me down a whole lot. and a couple of close calls when driving, but i'll survive. simply speaking, it dont really matter much to me. but thats besides the point. pure skin deep personality love.
im bored. listening to christian music channels again. it calms me down a whole lot. and a couple of close calls when driving, but i'll survive. simply speaking, it dont really matter much to me. but thats besides the point. pure skin deep personality love.
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