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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
Fireflies flight in the mid summer's night
Thoughts ponder as I gaze towards the sky
Without a hint, without a pause
I reach into the dark
To send my heart to you
Through tears and joy, we've come thus far.
Come what may, come what might, I stand true to what I've said.
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I've seriously got to wash the car. It's getting so dirty on the exterior that it is quite disgusting to look at. Problem is, I've gotten lazy to quite an extent and I'm more concerned about the interior for starters.
We'll see how it goes one day. I will try to get around to it and give it a good polish. And I still have to get the vaccuum cleaner. Damn it.
I guess what I also need is also a new steering wheel, a new set of tires, and bright white bulbs. Oh yeah, and a oil overflow hose filter. I've gotten the LEDs for the interior, but I have no idea whether it will work. Got to find some time to boogie down to the workshop and get it verified.
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My heart is as true as it will ever be.
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I will always be there for you. These are my words to you. And I don't back down from it.
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Well, I know it's kind of late
I hope I didn't wake you
But what I got to say can't wait I know you'd understand
Ev'ry time I tried to tell you
The words just came out wrong
So I'll have to say I love you in a song
Yeah, I know it's kind of strange
But ev'ry time I'm near you
I just run out of things to say
I know you'd understand
Ev'ry time I tried to tell you
The words just came out wrong
So I'll have to say I love you in a song
Ev'ry time the time was right
All the words just came out wrong
So I'll have to say I love you in a song
Yeah, I know it's kind of late
I hope I didn't wake you
But there's something that I just got to say
I know you'd understand
Ev'ry time I tried to tell you
The words just came out wrong
So I'll have to say I love you in a song
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爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现
伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁
男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生
爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现
伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁
男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生
男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
不会再让我(你)心疼一等再等
你就是我等的那个人
男人男人
女人女人
多么希望你是对的人
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Well, I know it's kind of late
I hope I didn't wake you
But what I got to say can't wait I know you'd understand
Ev'ry time I tried to tell you
The words just came out wrong
So I'll have to say I love you in a song
Yeah, I know it's kind of strange
But ev'ry time I'm near you
I just run out of things to say
I know you'd understand
Ev'ry time I tried to tell you
The words just came out wrong
So I'll have to say I love you in a song
Ev'ry time the time was right
All the words just came out wrong
So I'll have to say I love you in a song
Yeah, I know it's kind of late
I hope I didn't wake you
But there's something that I just got to say
I know you'd understand
Ev'ry time I tried to tell you
The words just came out wrong
So I'll have to say I love you in a song
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爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现
伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁
男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生
爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现
伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁
男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生
男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
不会再让我(你)心疼一等再等
你就是我等的那个人
男人男人
女人女人
多么希望你是对的人
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01:29
Loyalty & Faithfulness. It is what counts for most.
I'm there for you.
No matter what.
我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我
说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
I'm there for you.
No matter what.
我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我
说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
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02:48
All I I wanted was your opinion. That's all. What is so hard about it? If I don't seek your opinion, then what and who are you to me? Why are you acting like a kid? Why am I the only one to decide when it concerns the both of us? Why can't we come to a compromise?
Is it all that hard to do? Just to talk openly and to let me know what you are feeling inside? It's not just up to me. When two people are concerned, it is not just up to me alone. It is up to US. Two people. Not one. I want to know what you are thinking about.
I didn't go out last night if that is what you wanted to hear. I didn't do anything at all in the hopes that I would not hurt you directly or indirectly. But I felt so pissed that you would not participate even when I was constantly asking you for your views which meant a lot to me. And no, I cut the call and I went to sleep immediately. I just didn't want to talk anymore otherwise an argument would definitely erupt.
If you think I shouldn't go out, then just say so with valid reasons and I'll respect and follow your decision. Likewise, I hope the same applies to you that when I provide you with valid reasons for not going out, you would also respect and follow my decision.
Simple two way respect doesn't need much. It just needs time and effort. Are you willing to put it in?
Is it all that hard to do? Just to talk openly and to let me know what you are feeling inside? It's not just up to me. When two people are concerned, it is not just up to me alone. It is up to US. Two people. Not one. I want to know what you are thinking about.
I didn't go out last night if that is what you wanted to hear. I didn't do anything at all in the hopes that I would not hurt you directly or indirectly. But I felt so pissed that you would not participate even when I was constantly asking you for your views which meant a lot to me. And no, I cut the call and I went to sleep immediately. I just didn't want to talk anymore otherwise an argument would definitely erupt.
If you think I shouldn't go out, then just say so with valid reasons and I'll respect and follow your decision. Likewise, I hope the same applies to you that when I provide you with valid reasons for not going out, you would also respect and follow my decision.
Simple two way respect doesn't need much. It just needs time and effort. Are you willing to put it in?
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11:39
Love is forever if you want it to be.
Nothing else compares.
Nothing else comes close.
Only if you want it to be.
And only if your heart is true.
Nothing else compares.
Nothing else comes close.
Only if you want it to be.
And only if your heart is true.
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I have many questions that run through my mind. I let you in on them. Yes, I do question myself greatly, not because of any special reason, but just because I am no one special. I am who I am, what you see, smell and touch. Nothing more than that.
Yes, I do care. Yes, I do bother. Yes, I do to everything that you said. And yes, I will be there at the ending point waiting. Till you stop, I won't stop. And if you cannot run, I will walk beside you. Only if you want me to, I will always be there.
I am sorry for my inability to reveal myself fully to you in the first place. It was my mistake and I offer no more reasons. Yes, I want to know the real you and for you to know the real me. A dichotomy within a dichotomy till I am unsure of who I am. And I'm seeking the true person within me myself. And what I truly want, is for you to be beside me discovering things unknown to me and you alike. Memories we share, cannot be erased by time unless we choose to.
Yes, I do care. Yes, I do bother. Yes, I do to everything that you said. And yes, I will be there at the ending point waiting. Till you stop, I won't stop. And if you cannot run, I will walk beside you. Only if you want me to, I will always be there.
I am sorry for my inability to reveal myself fully to you in the first place. It was my mistake and I offer no more reasons. Yes, I want to know the real you and for you to know the real me. A dichotomy within a dichotomy till I am unsure of who I am. And I'm seeking the true person within me myself. And what I truly want, is for you to be beside me discovering things unknown to me and you alike. Memories we share, cannot be erased by time unless we choose to.
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