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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
haha... today have happy day... dunno la.. but woke up abt 11am and siao liao... need to meet friend in sch to teach MSA... wah sian... and so late already, bo bian, take taxi down to sch. haiz... reached at 12 and teach teach... teach liaos, then start to talk cock lor... knew this guy from MI. and hes like a brother to me la... we can communicate well, so the thought gets through fast and we both understand each other...
then he decide not to go for class... wah lau... so carry on talking till 3pm lor. and then he leave for another class liao, start to watch anime... hooked to inuyasha liaos... wah, then the atrium so hot. i start to perspire. sian 1/2. i mean, the atrium is supposed to be an AIRY place lor... then it got so hot. o well...
at 5, got a sms from someone ( lets keep the name discreet ya? ) and went out. i shant elaborate further here... no point in getting too er... explicit? or is that detailed? aiya, either way, no need to give away so much info la... wahahaha... some things no need to say so much one...
went back and then chat and chat and post and post and dunno do wat else... haha... and finally posted 100 posts in HWZ-EDMW... woohoo!! promoted from J member to Member liaos... took me a very lllllooooooonnnnnnnnnnggggg time to get here.. and still wondering how those other ppl can post 40+K... must be posting 24/7 ah...
late liaos, and staying up late isnt all that much fun now. guess i'll read a book and fall asleep... nitez...
then he decide not to go for class... wah lau... so carry on talking till 3pm lor. and then he leave for another class liao, start to watch anime... hooked to inuyasha liaos... wah, then the atrium so hot. i start to perspire. sian 1/2. i mean, the atrium is supposed to be an AIRY place lor... then it got so hot. o well...
at 5, got a sms from someone ( lets keep the name discreet ya? ) and went out. i shant elaborate further here... no point in getting too er... explicit? or is that detailed? aiya, either way, no need to give away so much info la... wahahaha... some things no need to say so much one...
went back and then chat and chat and post and post and dunno do wat else... haha... and finally posted 100 posts in HWZ-EDMW... woohoo!! promoted from J member to Member liaos... took me a very lllllooooooonnnnnnnnnnggggg time to get here.. and still wondering how those other ppl can post 40+K... must be posting 24/7 ah...
late liaos, and staying up late isnt all that much fun now. guess i'll read a book and fall asleep... nitez...
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well, recently just feel down for no reason. and then i feel that im taking it out on my friends. shit, i feel damn bad abt it. and they're treating me with more 'care' than usual. using jokes and names to cheer me up i think. haiz. i dunno, i can be a real horrible person at times when i feel down. i guess, sometimes all i want is some time to be alone so that i can sort out my thoughts. but then, i dunno wat to do myself. and taking it out on my friends isnt helping any nor is it the solution. straining the relationships instead. knn... to my friends ( desmond, garrett, jeffrey, nicholas, kelvin ), i wanna apologize for my attitude. i just dun feel too good these days and hope that my words did not leave a sore impression. give me some time alone i'll be better in a while.
and whenever i feel down, i just like to take a very long walk. and today was one... took a long walk from NUS all the way back to my home. passed into a park and decided to walk in the park to look at the greenery. i find the long walks clear my thoughts and make me feel more relaxed. maybe im weird. love pop and rock and like to take long walks alone. some kinda shitty variant that is.
but anyway, i think its late already. and having extra lessons tmr isnt helping any. at 8am too. wat kinda class starts at 8am?!? damnit... off to bed already... nitez...
and whenever i feel down, i just like to take a very long walk. and today was one... took a long walk from NUS all the way back to my home. passed into a park and decided to walk in the park to look at the greenery. i find the long walks clear my thoughts and make me feel more relaxed. maybe im weird. love pop and rock and like to take long walks alone. some kinda shitty variant that is.
but anyway, i think its late already. and having extra lessons tmr isnt helping any. at 8am too. wat kinda class starts at 8am?!? damnit... off to bed already... nitez...
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wat a tiring day... actually, tiring isnt the word. crazy is. i slept at 8am in the morning cos i wasnt really all that tired and i wanted to lvl up my maple character. haha... im such an addict. anyway, i slept late, so naturally i woke up late. about 4pm if im not wrong. wake up already, sian 1/2, then play a bit of maplestory again and then go for ice skating. i just love ice skating. haha, no timing to report and i get to enjoy myself. wahahaha.. pity those suckers that have to train like heck for their CCAs... lol...
well, i went for ice skating already and almost immediately, i smashed straight into the barricade cos i corner-flaged a couple and didnt realize fast enough that someone was standing right in front of me. too slow to brake, so bo bian, smash straight into the barricade otherwise both of us get hurt. cheeken... now i look at my rib, turn blue black already. knn... feel so freaking useless... not fast enough to brake and control my speed. so that kinda tells you my level in ice skating. arrrgh... so damn painful... o well, live and learn. BUT WHY DID THAT STUPID ASS HAVE TO STAND THERE AND BE LIKE A MODEL??? damnit...
later, skate finish already, go eat. wah... eat the makan not bad... quite nice la. though expensive... haha... then this guy i know from ice skating going to orchard... so i hook a lift with him and then from there made my way to boat quay where my friends waiting... haha, as usual, go out drinking... go and drink a bit lor. but then just 2 days ago, i went drinking and threw up into the river.. lol...
wtf, i reach already is 12.30am... basket... somemore taxi driver try to rip me off and go one freaking big round. then i dulan, ask him to stop at traffic light and i walk there instead. he make me dulan, i make him lagi dulan by asking him to suddenly stop at traffic light.
go and drink, wah... surprising i drank only 4 cups... drink so much oso aint good for health, so forget abt drinking so much already. then, got one waitress come up and ask if we wanna get tequila shots at 5 bucks a shot.. promo mah, otherwise its 10 bucks a shot. i figured, wat the hell, get a couple lor.. since i drink so little, a bit of hard liqour wouldnt hurt. wah, very shiok feeling ah... haha, drink and then we took a little walk to clear our head... but then, knn, kena sabohed by friends and the waitress give me her number... kns... i oso not interested in her... never mind lor... just keep the number for fun... lol.. she is my type of girl to fall for la... but then, i oso need time to know her mah... liddat get the number oso paiseh... haha, but at least i thanked her for the number la... must be polite mah... lol
go home already, play a bit of maple again... lol, seriously, im hooked to this game.. but now, im gonna crash already... alcohol is gonna kill me soon, and i have badminton attachment tomorrow... damn... o well, me crash already... bbye...
well, i went for ice skating already and almost immediately, i smashed straight into the barricade cos i corner-flaged a couple and didnt realize fast enough that someone was standing right in front of me. too slow to brake, so bo bian, smash straight into the barricade otherwise both of us get hurt. cheeken... now i look at my rib, turn blue black already. knn... feel so freaking useless... not fast enough to brake and control my speed. so that kinda tells you my level in ice skating. arrrgh... so damn painful... o well, live and learn. BUT WHY DID THAT STUPID ASS HAVE TO STAND THERE AND BE LIKE A MODEL??? damnit...
later, skate finish already, go eat. wah... eat the makan not bad... quite nice la. though expensive... haha... then this guy i know from ice skating going to orchard... so i hook a lift with him and then from there made my way to boat quay where my friends waiting... haha, as usual, go out drinking... go and drink a bit lor. but then just 2 days ago, i went drinking and threw up into the river.. lol...
wtf, i reach already is 12.30am... basket... somemore taxi driver try to rip me off and go one freaking big round. then i dulan, ask him to stop at traffic light and i walk there instead. he make me dulan, i make him lagi dulan by asking him to suddenly stop at traffic light.
go and drink, wah... surprising i drank only 4 cups... drink so much oso aint good for health, so forget abt drinking so much already. then, got one waitress come up and ask if we wanna get tequila shots at 5 bucks a shot.. promo mah, otherwise its 10 bucks a shot. i figured, wat the hell, get a couple lor.. since i drink so little, a bit of hard liqour wouldnt hurt. wah, very shiok feeling ah... haha, drink and then we took a little walk to clear our head... but then, knn, kena sabohed by friends and the waitress give me her number... kns... i oso not interested in her... never mind lor... just keep the number for fun... lol.. she is my type of girl to fall for la... but then, i oso need time to know her mah... liddat get the number oso paiseh... haha, but at least i thanked her for the number la... must be polite mah... lol
go home already, play a bit of maple again... lol, seriously, im hooked to this game.. but now, im gonna crash already... alcohol is gonna kill me soon, and i have badminton attachment tomorrow... damn... o well, me crash already... bbye...
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well, after so long, im back again... haha... well, it was study and exam week, so had to study... bleah... =( anyways, it has been a long 2 weeks and IM FINALLY FREE!!! for the moment i think... crap.. well, anyway, during study week, kena pang seh by des and the rest and result was that i wasnt studying but active in online forums.
o well, anyways, exam week was shitty. as it turned out, i didnt know when the papers was until sunday morning. and good grief, i hadnt studied for my first paper yet. and it was already sunday. that rocks.. i didnt exactly panic, but i was damn worried. but best thing was, i was up till quite late in the night on saturday trying to do up my wireless network in an unorthodox method. interesting way if only it could be done...
the papers i had were like AEL, then came EG2, one day break, ACCA and finally, PP2. haha... and a surprising thing was, after my EG2 paper, i felt so bored that i went out with some friends to drink. actually, i was the one that asked them if they wanted to drink. went out drinking till 12am and stumbled home. threw up before sleeping as felt way TOO intoxicated... haha... really felt like i was in a dream when i was drunk... dammit... anyway, i think i will flunk the ACCA paper as i received the answers today. damn, they didnt match my answers and i sure as hell hope that i would pass it...
and today, the last paper.. wahahaha... left early and went out ice skating and had so much fun... learnt some new stuff and was trying it all out. mastery would come later. MUCH LATER. now, learning basics. but had such a great time and am feeling GREAT!! wahahaha... no papers, next week only have 1 and 1/2 days of school for the week... DAMN! AM I GOOD OR AM I GOOD!!
o well, tired already.. time to kick it in. nite all...
o well, anyways, exam week was shitty. as it turned out, i didnt know when the papers was until sunday morning. and good grief, i hadnt studied for my first paper yet. and it was already sunday. that rocks.. i didnt exactly panic, but i was damn worried. but best thing was, i was up till quite late in the night on saturday trying to do up my wireless network in an unorthodox method. interesting way if only it could be done...
the papers i had were like AEL, then came EG2, one day break, ACCA and finally, PP2. haha... and a surprising thing was, after my EG2 paper, i felt so bored that i went out with some friends to drink. actually, i was the one that asked them if they wanted to drink. went out drinking till 12am and stumbled home. threw up before sleeping as felt way TOO intoxicated... haha... really felt like i was in a dream when i was drunk... dammit... anyway, i think i will flunk the ACCA paper as i received the answers today. damn, they didnt match my answers and i sure as hell hope that i would pass it...
and today, the last paper.. wahahaha... left early and went out ice skating and had so much fun... learnt some new stuff and was trying it all out. mastery would come later. MUCH LATER. now, learning basics. but had such a great time and am feeling GREAT!! wahahaha... no papers, next week only have 1 and 1/2 days of school for the week... DAMN! AM I GOOD OR AM I GOOD!!
o well, tired already.. time to kick it in. nite all...
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