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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
小星星 亮晶晶 闪在你的眼睛里
从此走进我的心 呼风又唤雨
我愿意 好愿意 双手奉上我自己
翻山越岭找到你 再也不离去
爱是我 爱是你 爱是肯定句
谁也不能阻挡我 永远守护你
日出日落 黑夜白昼 时时刻刻拥在怀中
清清楚楚这感动 分秒刻印成永久
我望著你 你看著我 有句话我想对你说
今生今世跟著我 做你幸福的理由 嫁给我
When the time is right, I will sing this song to you. I promise. I will not fail you in this. For I know where my heart lies. Where my future beckons me. And I believe fully and truly that I have found the person to share the rest of my life with.
I messed this area @
10:45
10:45
my mum is gonna go away on holiday again! haha... 1 week to honky tonk land. its work for her... well, the house is MINE again. wahahaha... time to wreck havoc. smoking in the house... er, dunno what else will happen la. but i know the house is mine. all mine. ALLLLL MINNNNNEEEEEEEEEE...........!!!!!!!!!!!!...............
my driving test is on 23rd May. teemade... buay tahan. i feel that im not ready. cripes. sure either langa car, or langa people. i dunno la. i feel that im not ready yet. and my regular cabbie tells me to relax and to just do the basics. dont friggin forget them basics and chances are much higher. he tells me too, 'you ah, must remember, you are still L plate. a lot of things cannot do.'
i miss you so much. can missing you hurt my heart? cos it hurts right now when i cant see you in person. only in memory. and i love you dearly from the bottom of my heart. to know that you love me, and not being able to hold you tight. i want to. and i hope that you know i love you very much the same way as you love me. i want to touch you, to feel you, to hold you, to carress you, and to kiss you.
my driving test is on 23rd May. teemade... buay tahan. i feel that im not ready. cripes. sure either langa car, or langa people. i dunno la. i feel that im not ready yet. and my regular cabbie tells me to relax and to just do the basics. dont friggin forget them basics and chances are much higher. he tells me too, 'you ah, must remember, you are still L plate. a lot of things cannot do.'
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23:31
23:31
im in sch and im missing you so badly. i love you. but i cannot find the words to tell you. for no phrase ever was there created to measure the amount of love that i have for you. and i wont give you up. i can tell you that now. i wont. willingly or unwillingly. never. you complete my life, you made me find the treasure that i have been waiting for on earth. you shown me things that i only want you to show. compromise and arguments along with love. i do love you.
To create that future together, i will do all. not just for you. with you.
I messed this area @
09:22
09:22
woke up with a headache. and i took 2 panadols the previous morning. shit. panadols aint starting to work on me. buncha liars at the factory for panadol.
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I will show you the world, i promise you this. not cos i have to but i want to. its for you. and for us.
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I will show you the world, i promise you this. not cos i have to but i want to. its for you. and for us.
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15:35
15:35
you complete my life, you make me whole. 'I Love You' is insignificant. it doesnt come near what im feeling for you. you mean more than those 3 words can actually imply.
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00:09
00:09
i have given away the prized possession that i have kept for the longest time ever. and i hope that the owner will treasure it as much as i do, for all its simplicity and plainess. for i not treasure the possession, but the bearer. and i intend to keep my promises, to make sure i fufill that portion of the chapter i intend to write and realise into my life book. not cos i have to, but i do so freely and wanting to. its a commitment. a whole lifetime commitment.
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17:28
17:28
i cant sleep anymore. i got a call from her. her grandmother passed on. shit. and i cant even be there for her, to console her and to hold her tight. im useless. totally. all i can do is just to wait for her to send me an sms. im bloody useless.
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03:21
03:21
well, i found someone in the midst of all the crap revolving around me. apparently, i seem (AM) happy. i dont know why. i guess i just do. its the feeling that comes from the bottom on my heart, not my thoughts, not my words. i feel contented. i feel, safe. havent felt that way for a damn damn damn long time.
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01:39
01:39