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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
It isn't your fault. Truly it isn't. You had no part to play in this. And I sincerely apologize for being so moody the entire night.
And I wonder to myself, where had my self reliance gone to? I used to be so independent, not needing anyone there to support me and being able to do things by myself. I was a do-er, getting things done the right way, every single time. And now, I find myself in dire need for assistance, not once, not twice, but on numerous occasions. How did I turn around to be so dependent on others? Yes, though you are my special one, I should not depend on you too much, for if the one fine day that comes along and you are busy, I am essentially stuck on a raft without a paddle.
I entirely screwed up everything today. I'll try to make it all better, this I promise you. But now, it is time for some rest first. I need it. In order to regain control over myself again, I'm going to have to work my hardest and give my best.
And I wonder to myself, where had my self reliance gone to? I used to be so independent, not needing anyone there to support me and being able to do things by myself. I was a do-er, getting things done the right way, every single time. And now, I find myself in dire need for assistance, not once, not twice, but on numerous occasions. How did I turn around to be so dependent on others? Yes, though you are my special one, I should not depend on you too much, for if the one fine day that comes along and you are busy, I am essentially stuck on a raft without a paddle.
I entirely screwed up everything today. I'll try to make it all better, this I promise you. But now, it is time for some rest first. I need it. In order to regain control over myself again, I'm going to have to work my hardest and give my best.
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