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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
Another photo shooting outing come and gone... Whole day preparing to get ready for the photo shoot and then heavy rain set in... basket. Like damn heavy rain lor... So jeff and me were like speculating which way the rain will go over Messenger like a couple of amatuers... wat the hell...
But either way, by the time we reached city hall, rain stopped already. super heng ah... supposed to have about 5 people there, but when i reach, only shao xiang and jeff were there... went to makan and dunno eat some kinda pineapple rice... eat finish already, then beautiful... greg arrive... so now got 4 out of 5 lor... last man macham missing in action. but damn... greg's camera damn nice la... 6MP, 6 optical zoom... wah, damn professional... so makan already, poor shao xiang and jeff eat some kinda shitty ice kachang, went to esplanade to take photo... lol, we walk super slow and take pics... got all the time in the world. so we can be like stuck in one spot for damn long taking photos lor... take liaoz, then slowly move on. wah, then later got super crazy idea. go stand in the middle of the road to take pics... woohoo! not bad idea... but still legal la... coz its the perdestrain road crossing... take finish, move on to some crazy restaurant and then wah lau, see a jack o lantern. like wat the hell... take photo of the jack o lantern like we never seen it before... like some stupid hillbilly liddat... wahahaha... take until siao. so we walk on to clarke quay to take some more photos... jeff friend pang se us walk so far away, then we always gotta catch up... when we arrive at clarke quay, he gonna go hm liaoz... haha, we slow mah... cannot blame him... then walk in clarke quay, shao xiang and i got crazy idea... in clarke quay liaoz, go drinking session la... ok, set... no prob one, i can drink and the rest can oso drink... so went to hendrix bar to drink lor... basket, down there crap until like shit... then in the end i pay... lucky happy hour so i pay only 18 bucks for 1 jug... same theory as all 3 of them run away and i left with the bill... great friends right?? wah, super tired liao la, then go to mrt and chiong train home lor... otherwise walk back home sia, all the way from city hall... btw, notice that during the photo shoot, we walked one BIG round before going back to out start point in city hall?? lol, damn funny lor... supposed to end up somewhere else EXCEPT city hall...
damn funny la, these guys... we can talk crap and enjoy like nuts out there.. haha, they really can spice up anyone's day... but either way, the company is enjoyable... really appreciate these friends...
wah, super late liaoz... so i head of to the land of nod... lol... nittie...
But either way, by the time we reached city hall, rain stopped already. super heng ah... supposed to have about 5 people there, but when i reach, only shao xiang and jeff were there... went to makan and dunno eat some kinda pineapple rice... eat finish already, then beautiful... greg arrive... so now got 4 out of 5 lor... last man macham missing in action. but damn... greg's camera damn nice la... 6MP, 6 optical zoom... wah, damn professional... so makan already, poor shao xiang and jeff eat some kinda shitty ice kachang, went to esplanade to take photo... lol, we walk super slow and take pics... got all the time in the world. so we can be like stuck in one spot for damn long taking photos lor... take liaoz, then slowly move on. wah, then later got super crazy idea. go stand in the middle of the road to take pics... woohoo! not bad idea... but still legal la... coz its the perdestrain road crossing... take finish, move on to some crazy restaurant and then wah lau, see a jack o lantern. like wat the hell... take photo of the jack o lantern like we never seen it before... like some stupid hillbilly liddat... wahahaha... take until siao. so we walk on to clarke quay to take some more photos... jeff friend pang se us walk so far away, then we always gotta catch up... when we arrive at clarke quay, he gonna go hm liaoz... haha, we slow mah... cannot blame him... then walk in clarke quay, shao xiang and i got crazy idea... in clarke quay liaoz, go drinking session la... ok, set... no prob one, i can drink and the rest can oso drink... so went to hendrix bar to drink lor... basket, down there crap until like shit... then in the end i pay... lucky happy hour so i pay only 18 bucks for 1 jug... same theory as all 3 of them run away and i left with the bill... great friends right?? wah, super tired liao la, then go to mrt and chiong train home lor... otherwise walk back home sia, all the way from city hall... btw, notice that during the photo shoot, we walked one BIG round before going back to out start point in city hall?? lol, damn funny lor... supposed to end up somewhere else EXCEPT city hall...
damn funny la, these guys... we can talk crap and enjoy like nuts out there.. haha, they really can spice up anyone's day... but either way, the company is enjoyable... really appreciate these friends...
wah, super late liaoz... so i head of to the land of nod... lol... nittie...
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oookkkk, todae quite interesting la.. coz todae was a change from my monotonous lifestyle and went out of the house. usually i would stay in the house and repair my old T21 so that it would be up and running for sesmester 2. the older T series from IBM seem sturdier than my own T41. :p cannot help it la... the old T damn thinck lor, then got the impression that its very strong.
Well anyway, today i had a very big surprise when Jeffrey suddenly messaged over Messenger and then ask me wanna go out to orchard blah blah... long story short, wanna go on a little photography session. so i said ok lor, since all i do is slack at hm and dun even move except to the kitchen to get stuff to eat and such. then wat the hell, he suddenly sms me to tell me that he'll be there earlier than expected... so i rush........ 0.0 super big surprise when the linkway to the mrt in clementi kena jam. WTH!!!!! sure late one lor... bo bian... then call jeff to tell him abt it... exchage some jabs at each other, i try to make it to outram asap. go into mrt only, beautiful, desmond suddenly come up from behind me and then shock me half to death... not as in frighten la, but then u dun expect to see ur friend there when u go in alone. so tok tok to him all the way to outram lor... haha, helps pass the time quickly... then reach outram liao, call jeff... wah lau!! he say he dunno where la, then moving towards outram now... wat the heck... in the end, i wait for him instead of he waiting for me. beautiful guy huh?? either way, he went to makan first then we went to shoot photo lor. but chinatown shoot wat? nothing to shoot one... so walk to funan.. basket, my sense of direction so bloody bad, i lost my way in the alleys and walk one big round. lol, but in the end still reach funan right jeff? think of it this way, its good exercise? after dinner have a good walk... then on the way to funan, desmond sms jeff then ask where we were... so tell him we heading to funan then he wanted to meet us lor... ok, more the merrier... meet liao, then dunno where to go, go raffles city... basket.. thats like go there kill time for air con only...
in the end, decide to go hm lor... haha, go home these beautiful friends pang se me... go all the way to esplanade just to take bus.. when i could have taken it from funan a direct bus hm... in the end, walk all the way to esplanade, then had to switch 3 buses... haiz... beautiful people la... U GUYS DAMN LUCKY I STILL HAVE CONCESSION HOR!!! OTHERWISE U THAT NITE DUNNED TO SLP LIAOZ!!! lol... actually wouldn't dream of hurting them... too precious to hurt.. coz these people are my closest friends, friends who i can count on...
O well, late already, so i guess i'll stop here... another day, another time...
Well anyway, today i had a very big surprise when Jeffrey suddenly messaged over Messenger and then ask me wanna go out to orchard blah blah... long story short, wanna go on a little photography session. so i said ok lor, since all i do is slack at hm and dun even move except to the kitchen to get stuff to eat and such. then wat the hell, he suddenly sms me to tell me that he'll be there earlier than expected... so i rush........ 0.0 super big surprise when the linkway to the mrt in clementi kena jam. WTH!!!!! sure late one lor... bo bian... then call jeff to tell him abt it... exchage some jabs at each other, i try to make it to outram asap. go into mrt only, beautiful, desmond suddenly come up from behind me and then shock me half to death... not as in frighten la, but then u dun expect to see ur friend there when u go in alone. so tok tok to him all the way to outram lor... haha, helps pass the time quickly... then reach outram liao, call jeff... wah lau!! he say he dunno where la, then moving towards outram now... wat the heck... in the end, i wait for him instead of he waiting for me. beautiful guy huh?? either way, he went to makan first then we went to shoot photo lor. but chinatown shoot wat? nothing to shoot one... so walk to funan.. basket, my sense of direction so bloody bad, i lost my way in the alleys and walk one big round. lol, but in the end still reach funan right jeff? think of it this way, its good exercise? after dinner have a good walk... then on the way to funan, desmond sms jeff then ask where we were... so tell him we heading to funan then he wanted to meet us lor... ok, more the merrier... meet liao, then dunno where to go, go raffles city... basket.. thats like go there kill time for air con only...
in the end, decide to go hm lor... haha, go home these beautiful friends pang se me... go all the way to esplanade just to take bus.. when i could have taken it from funan a direct bus hm... in the end, walk all the way to esplanade, then had to switch 3 buses... haiz... beautiful people la... U GUYS DAMN LUCKY I STILL HAVE CONCESSION HOR!!! OTHERWISE U THAT NITE DUNNED TO SLP LIAOZ!!! lol... actually wouldn't dream of hurting them... too precious to hurt.. coz these people are my closest friends, friends who i can count on...
O well, late already, so i guess i'll stop here... another day, another time...
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03:26
haiz... dunno wat to do liaoz... then decided to make a blog to say out my feelings.
todae, i went to west mall to find a friend of mine. she decided to quit school suddenly and then go back to work. basket... dunno y she does it. but then, who am i to judge on her? so anyway, todae i went to find her. lets call her s. when i arrived, her colleagues told me that she was on her break. wth... i arrived at 3.20 and she went on her break?? thats like damn late la... so i waited outside the shop and then 10 mins later, i saw her walking towards me.. she didnt notice me so i call out to her and say i wanna talk to her. basket... heart beat so fast then, coz dunno wat to tok to her and then oso feel somewhat in love with her liaoz. so anyways, i told her to eat first then we tok later... when she ate finished, we went out of west mall to have a little chat.. same shit when someone suddenly disappears from ur life. went like, u happy with ur current job now? and how are u gonna survive next time without a diploma?? blah blah... but in the end, i just wanted to ask her how she was and to advise her not to let the opportunity of a poly education to slip away. and in the end, found this damn hard to say, i told her i love her. basket... think she damn amused by it coz i somehow just pia it down. but dunno la, heck care then.. coz i last time got so many chances to tell her that, but then each chance i let go. so decided to tell her straight off now. in the end, still got to let her go, coz her shift dont end until 7pm. so i kinda found my way back hm in a daze. i wanted her to know how much i care for her, thats all. and that i take her on a more personal sense now.
but wat the hell, i went back to try and fix my com, for the second time in 2 days... the com crash on me AGAIN, and i had to reformat it AGAIN. damn if i reformat too many times, the hdd sure will spoil one... then now got some funni sound coming out of it liaoz... i installed everything slowly, skip registration and then installed my other important programs... abt 2 am that time, wah lau!!!, i cannot install my modem... wat the... thot i had to reformat again.. by then, super super heng i had skipped the registration and had the ability to reseal the stupid laptop for end user and when i resealed it, then can install the modem liaoz... super heng ah, otherwise would have thrown the laptop away in frustration. aiya, then now still surfing net for stupid shit and stuff. so late still dun wanna slp. always thinking abt her. dunno wat to do with her. then oso damn worried.
aiya, problems leave for another day lar. and if she happenes to know this blog, i just wanna tell her that i truly care for her and love her. if not, then mayb its not meant to be. and i hope i can forgive myself to let you go.
o well, we're late into the night... and into the super morning. lucky no sch for the next 1 and half months. nitez...
todae, i went to west mall to find a friend of mine. she decided to quit school suddenly and then go back to work. basket... dunno y she does it. but then, who am i to judge on her? so anyway, todae i went to find her. lets call her s. when i arrived, her colleagues told me that she was on her break. wth... i arrived at 3.20 and she went on her break?? thats like damn late la... so i waited outside the shop and then 10 mins later, i saw her walking towards me.. she didnt notice me so i call out to her and say i wanna talk to her. basket... heart beat so fast then, coz dunno wat to tok to her and then oso feel somewhat in love with her liaoz. so anyways, i told her to eat first then we tok later... when she ate finished, we went out of west mall to have a little chat.. same shit when someone suddenly disappears from ur life. went like, u happy with ur current job now? and how are u gonna survive next time without a diploma?? blah blah... but in the end, i just wanted to ask her how she was and to advise her not to let the opportunity of a poly education to slip away. and in the end, found this damn hard to say, i told her i love her. basket... think she damn amused by it coz i somehow just pia it down. but dunno la, heck care then.. coz i last time got so many chances to tell her that, but then each chance i let go. so decided to tell her straight off now. in the end, still got to let her go, coz her shift dont end until 7pm. so i kinda found my way back hm in a daze. i wanted her to know how much i care for her, thats all. and that i take her on a more personal sense now.
but wat the hell, i went back to try and fix my com, for the second time in 2 days... the com crash on me AGAIN, and i had to reformat it AGAIN. damn if i reformat too many times, the hdd sure will spoil one... then now got some funni sound coming out of it liaoz... i installed everything slowly, skip registration and then installed my other important programs... abt 2 am that time, wah lau!!!, i cannot install my modem... wat the... thot i had to reformat again.. by then, super super heng i had skipped the registration and had the ability to reseal the stupid laptop for end user and when i resealed it, then can install the modem liaoz... super heng ah, otherwise would have thrown the laptop away in frustration. aiya, then now still surfing net for stupid shit and stuff. so late still dun wanna slp. always thinking abt her. dunno wat to do with her. then oso damn worried.
aiya, problems leave for another day lar. and if she happenes to know this blog, i just wanna tell her that i truly care for her and love her. if not, then mayb its not meant to be. and i hope i can forgive myself to let you go.
o well, we're late into the night... and into the super morning. lucky no sch for the next 1 and half months. nitez...
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