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November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 September 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 December 2008 January 2009 April 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 January 2010 April 2011 Joce-lyn All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense. Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence. |
Just had another big fight. One that comes along every couple of years or so. And the ritual starts all over again, where she just keeps at home and I slam my way out of the house to sit in a corner and smoke. What the hell. But then again, as per normal, or what we've come to accept as normal, in the time span of just an hour, we are found to be seated having a slightly muted conversation about how things go. And we see how each other works, in a vastly different light. Funny that it should take a quarrel for people to really release their pent up energy. The tension lingered in the air for a good 15 minutes before the entire world tremored. And some random dickhead kid walked over and got a string of obscenities hurled at him for no reason whatsoever. That is anger, that is temper and that could be tantamount to physical violence. And I kept enough wits to keep that out. Violence would never, if ever, solve any known issue. The only one factor that changed within all this, is the addition of another person. She wasn't supposed to be there. An innocent party, caught up in the little trifles of a family. It was quite hurtful to be her. Not one person wanted this, but she had to witness it all. In any case, what has happened, happened. No one can go back in time and change the past. If we all learn from our mistakes, I guess the world would be a marginally better place to live in. And life would not be as complicated and depressing as it already is. I sometimes ponder on issues pertaining to humanity. Will it end? How will it end? Because of some jackasses that couldn't keep their heads cool and just decide to end the world in one fell swoop? How has evolution come thus far? Geez, it's way too late already. I messed this area @
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