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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
Why does one revel in a lost world? I have completely no idea. It makes no sense to. I mean, shit happens. Pick yourself up and move on. I can't help you, because I simply can't. Not that I don't want to, but I just can't due to circumstances that arise so.
I've committed my fair share of mistakes, but I decided to make the best out of the future that there is. It's simpler that way. And now, I believe that I'm doing so much better. I've found someone whom I really love and trust, in all aspects. I've done my jobs to the extent of seeking perfection, which really isn't too good for myself, to say the very least. I've dug and crawled my way out of where I was to where I am today. Help is not given unless you help yourself first. Do so. It is the first major step. Luck plays a fair portion of the game too. If the dice is constantly not being thrown in your direction, alter it.
I remember a wonderful phrase about change in life. It goes something along these lines. "I cannot change the direction of the wind, but I can change the direction of my sails to sail into the direction of where I intend to go." Interessant no? Apparently quite true.
In another case, I had a wonderful, nah scratch that, astounding weekend with my sweet love. We headed up to Kuala Lumpur for the weekend staying at Radius International Hotel, not so much to shop but rather to eat. Haha. It was a pigging out weekend. Had one too many bowls of good food, but it was well worth it. I swear to God above, the food there is heavenly.
Headed down to Malacca and had another pigging out session. Parking there was a horrendous experience. I had no problems in the past, but that specific Sunday was just plain terrible. Made a cute item too at Malacca. It just literally melts my heart whenever I see it, because it was of the smile that I saw on your face when we were playing together.
I am certainly surprised that BlackHorse managed the trip without any hiccups. I was expecting my radiator to overheat just enough to fry an egg, my pistons to punch new holes into the bonnet and my tires to puncture all at a go. But hey, all the effort in tuning BlackHorse was well worth it. Travelling there was somewhat around 110 to 120 km/h. Travelling back, on the other hand, was slightly faster at 130, sometimes touching 140km/h to keep pace with the cars in front. My maximum speed that I clocked? 150km/h at 4,500rpm with another 2,000rpm more to push. No sense blowing the engine now. That's my maximum that I would even dare to hit on BlackHorse because the wheels are not properly balanced, wheel alignment is slightly out and I have no spoiler to create a downforce push. I wouldn't want to endanger your life Wu Gui. Hard to walk back from Malacca no?
Either way, thank you so very much for being there with me, Ms Foong. I do truly find my love in you. It was the grandest and best mistake of my entire life. =) You can put money down on that sentence, and it is certainly not a lie like Pakistan. =P
I've committed my fair share of mistakes, but I decided to make the best out of the future that there is. It's simpler that way. And now, I believe that I'm doing so much better. I've found someone whom I really love and trust, in all aspects. I've done my jobs to the extent of seeking perfection, which really isn't too good for myself, to say the very least. I've dug and crawled my way out of where I was to where I am today. Help is not given unless you help yourself first. Do so. It is the first major step. Luck plays a fair portion of the game too. If the dice is constantly not being thrown in your direction, alter it.
I remember a wonderful phrase about change in life. It goes something along these lines. "I cannot change the direction of the wind, but I can change the direction of my sails to sail into the direction of where I intend to go." Interessant no? Apparently quite true.
In another case, I had a wonderful, nah scratch that, astounding weekend with my sweet love. We headed up to Kuala Lumpur for the weekend staying at Radius International Hotel, not so much to shop but rather to eat. Haha. It was a pigging out weekend. Had one too many bowls of good food, but it was well worth it. I swear to God above, the food there is heavenly.
Headed down to Malacca and had another pigging out session. Parking there was a horrendous experience. I had no problems in the past, but that specific Sunday was just plain terrible. Made a cute item too at Malacca. It just literally melts my heart whenever I see it, because it was of the smile that I saw on your face when we were playing together.
I am certainly surprised that BlackHorse managed the trip without any hiccups. I was expecting my radiator to overheat just enough to fry an egg, my pistons to punch new holes into the bonnet and my tires to puncture all at a go. But hey, all the effort in tuning BlackHorse was well worth it. Travelling there was somewhat around 110 to 120 km/h. Travelling back, on the other hand, was slightly faster at 130, sometimes touching 140km/h to keep pace with the cars in front. My maximum speed that I clocked? 150km/h at 4,500rpm with another 2,000rpm more to push. No sense blowing the engine now. That's my maximum that I would even dare to hit on BlackHorse because the wheels are not properly balanced, wheel alignment is slightly out and I have no spoiler to create a downforce push. I wouldn't want to endanger your life Wu Gui. Hard to walk back from Malacca no?
Either way, thank you so very much for being there with me, Ms Foong. I do truly find my love in you. It was the grandest and best mistake of my entire life. =) You can put money down on that sentence, and it is certainly not a lie like Pakistan. =P
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