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November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 September 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 December 2008 January 2009 April 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 January 2010 April 2011 Joce-lyn All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense. Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence. |
I have many questions that run through my mind. I let you in on them. Yes, I do question myself greatly, not because of any special reason, but just because I am no one special. I am who I am, what you see, smell and touch. Nothing more than that. Yes, I do care. Yes, I do bother. Yes, I do to everything that you said. And yes, I will be there at the ending point waiting. Till you stop, I won't stop. And if you cannot run, I will walk beside you. Only if you want me to, I will always be there. I am sorry for my inability to reveal myself fully to you in the first place. It was my mistake and I offer no more reasons. Yes, I want to know the real you and for you to know the real me. A dichotomy within a dichotomy till I am unsure of who I am. And I'm seeking the true person within me myself. And what I truly want, is for you to be beside me discovering things unknown to me and you alike. Memories we share, cannot be erased by time unless we choose to. I messed this area @
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