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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
I miss you so, if only you knew how much.
Come what may, come what might, I know that I have changed from my past. I cannot force you to trust me, I cannot force you to like me and I will not do anything against your will. It is of your choice to decide on what you wish to do.
All I can do is to hope that you would return to be by my side. And I hope that you would keep me in your heart, just as I do in mine. My thoughts revert to you as and when they can, and always think about your captivating smile, mischievious laughter and comforting hold.
Of no more am I fickle minded. Of no more do I proceed with a change of heart with ease. Of no more do I want to hurt and be hurt. I want stability. I want something that will last for the longest time. And of utmost importance, I want to create something special with you, neverending, everlasting. Only I know the sincerity of my heart. But with no idea on how to emote it out and explain it all to you. The day when you know the full extent of it, will be the day I am happiest.
Take good care of yourself. I wish not to repeat what I have said within the letter in the envelope. Simple words they are, but emotions run through each and every character. They are meant for you. Especially you. Only you. No one else.
Come what may, come what might, I know that I have changed from my past. I cannot force you to trust me, I cannot force you to like me and I will not do anything against your will. It is of your choice to decide on what you wish to do.
All I can do is to hope that you would return to be by my side. And I hope that you would keep me in your heart, just as I do in mine. My thoughts revert to you as and when they can, and always think about your captivating smile, mischievious laughter and comforting hold.
Of no more am I fickle minded. Of no more do I proceed with a change of heart with ease. Of no more do I want to hurt and be hurt. I want stability. I want something that will last for the longest time. And of utmost importance, I want to create something special with you, neverending, everlasting. Only I know the sincerity of my heart. But with no idea on how to emote it out and explain it all to you. The day when you know the full extent of it, will be the day I am happiest.
Take good care of yourself. I wish not to repeat what I have said within the letter in the envelope. Simple words they are, but emotions run through each and every character. They are meant for you. Especially you. Only you. No one else.
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