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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
you can tell me everything, but actions still speak louder than words. time and again, my hopes were brought high then subsequently came crashing down to earth. what the fuck is this!
i found it cheap, you said expensive. i said never mind. i found one cheaper. you still said expensive. i said never mind. then i found one dirt cheap. you said maintenance cost high. seriously. WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU FUCKING WANT?
react slowly, nevermind. i thought at least we would learn the lesson the first time. second time it happened. i thought that its ok. another chance will come. then this is the third time. FUCKING HELL!!! are you goddamn taking me for a fucking fool!!!
then nevermind. say wait for me to be posted out first. i waited. never came. then say want, look already, suddenly say dont want. kan ni na. 6 months down the road, you say future uncertain. ok. understandable. now every fuck face on earth say no point getting. FUCK!!! listen to them for fuck! they know your situation? they live your life? FUCK LA. might as well ask them whether now can take a shit or not right???
amazing. truly amazing. i dont know how low i can go. chao chee bye. i look for sub 9, you say too much. ok. i also feel the same. i found sub 7, you still say too expensive. all right. i also think so. i found sub 5, you still hard to decide. ni nao hia! IM A FUCKING IDIOT IS IT! whatever it is, when you include every fuck thing, it still will be sub 5 whether you fucking like it or not!
then curveball. you think from your ass is it? NAH BEH CHEE BYE. can still tell me look for BNOP. FUCK YOU LA! KNNBCCB. you think its not a sub 5 still? FUCK OFF UNDERFUCKINGSTAND!
forget it. im really fucking pissed off now. i dont remember being this pissed off ever. in living memory for the love of God, never. this really is bullcrap. i've had a fucking bad week already as it is. now, i could be in major trouble. like major major. fucking hell. and this has to compound into this week. you are really amazing. if you cant do shit, just say you cant do shit and i would understand. dont say anything else. i dont want to hear it.
i found it cheap, you said expensive. i said never mind. i found one cheaper. you still said expensive. i said never mind. then i found one dirt cheap. you said maintenance cost high. seriously. WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU FUCKING WANT?
react slowly, nevermind. i thought at least we would learn the lesson the first time. second time it happened. i thought that its ok. another chance will come. then this is the third time. FUCKING HELL!!! are you goddamn taking me for a fucking fool!!!
then nevermind. say wait for me to be posted out first. i waited. never came. then say want, look already, suddenly say dont want. kan ni na. 6 months down the road, you say future uncertain. ok. understandable. now every fuck face on earth say no point getting. FUCK!!! listen to them for fuck! they know your situation? they live your life? FUCK LA. might as well ask them whether now can take a shit or not right???
amazing. truly amazing. i dont know how low i can go. chao chee bye. i look for sub 9, you say too much. ok. i also feel the same. i found sub 7, you still say too expensive. all right. i also think so. i found sub 5, you still hard to decide. ni nao hia! IM A FUCKING IDIOT IS IT! whatever it is, when you include every fuck thing, it still will be sub 5 whether you fucking like it or not!
then curveball. you think from your ass is it? NAH BEH CHEE BYE. can still tell me look for BNOP. FUCK YOU LA! KNNBCCB. you think its not a sub 5 still? FUCK OFF UNDERFUCKINGSTAND!
forget it. im really fucking pissed off now. i dont remember being this pissed off ever. in living memory for the love of God, never. this really is bullcrap. i've had a fucking bad week already as it is. now, i could be in major trouble. like major major. fucking hell. and this has to compound into this week. you are really amazing. if you cant do shit, just say you cant do shit and i would understand. dont say anything else. i dont want to hear it.
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