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November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 September 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 December 2008 January 2009 April 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 January 2010 April 2011 Joce-lyn All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense. Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence. |
im learning a lot of things in life. its so very interesting. and best thing is, im happy about it. whatever i do now, i answer to no one except to myself. and its so much more carefree. i learned a lot from others while i was down and out. i grow independent and not to rely on others except myself. im back where i was, happy and without a care in the world. i know where i stand, what i want to do, what i want to achieve. all without someone else. you know, i could grow to love this. i dont think that i would want to tie myself back down again. its not as if im not ready. its more of a choice that i love what i have and i appreciate what i have currently. laughing and talking rubbish, sitting around and just chilling out, driving and exploring wherever i want to. time and again, i rescued myself from the abyss, crawling out, shattered but not broken from within, growing stronger still. and now, i know clearly, i can live by myself. im not afraid of what the world can throw at me. i know that i will not die. i know my limits and i will still continue to grow and explore new uncharted grounds. onward, forward. bo hue, bo chup, bo gar lan. finnito. ![]() I messed this area @
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