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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
worrisome days just passed. thanks to a whole lot of shit, i got myself hospitalised in Alexandra Hospital. lucky for me, it was just one day worth of hospitalisation. but its bad enough already. i dont really like staying in a hospital, and the feeling sucks.
the wake up calls in the middle of the night to take my temperature and blood pressure is insane! why, for the love of god, would you take my BP in the middle of the night? let the frigging patient rest and recuperate! not interrupt his sleep for some jackass reason!
its total madness. the diagnosis comes out, im cleared from the CT scan of my brain. ENT will have to wait to see what they say. temporary diagnosis is Vestibular Neuronitis. whatever the hell it means, it just means that i got vertigo and it affects my nervous system.
screw all the big words. im not a fan of them. i just need to know what is affecting me, how its affecting me, how i can get well in the shortest fastest possible way. simple way to live eh? yeah... if it progresses further, it would upgrade to Meniere's Disease. b-e-a-utiful.
so coincidental. so fateful. so ironic. i didnt think that i would suffer from all these in the past. guess i was proven wrong. and no shit im proven wrong all right. sometimes, i really think. and i pray it isnt the case. is God making a fool out of me?
the wake up calls in the middle of the night to take my temperature and blood pressure is insane! why, for the love of god, would you take my BP in the middle of the night? let the frigging patient rest and recuperate! not interrupt his sleep for some jackass reason!
its total madness. the diagnosis comes out, im cleared from the CT scan of my brain. ENT will have to wait to see what they say. temporary diagnosis is Vestibular Neuronitis. whatever the hell it means, it just means that i got vertigo and it affects my nervous system.
screw all the big words. im not a fan of them. i just need to know what is affecting me, how its affecting me, how i can get well in the shortest fastest possible way. simple way to live eh? yeah... if it progresses further, it would upgrade to Meniere's Disease. b-e-a-utiful.
so coincidental. so fateful. so ironic. i didnt think that i would suffer from all these in the past. guess i was proven wrong. and no shit im proven wrong all right. sometimes, i really think. and i pray it isnt the case. is God making a fool out of me?
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