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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
kiss my ass. and fuck off while you are at it.
the world can really take a turn for the worse no? its all crumbling down, but im doing fine. at least, thats how i think. i know that i dont give up easily, but this is really taking a toll on me. to hell with it. i really am lost now. what do i do? what do i say? what do i even think?
funny. my life depicts a fragile life, full of twists and turns. i really wonder right about now, is my life nearing its end point where i have a 'make it or break it' experience? according to my life line, it has been foretold that i will not live a long life either. near the end of my life line, there is a major cross in between the 2 lines. and the 2 lines thereafter, arent too long either. both end rather abruptly. wow. i now wonder about the accuracy of plam reading. it seems so accurate.
well, if its the end of the road for me, i have no regrets. i dont care how or where i die, but i know that im rational enough not to take my own life. so suicide is out of the question on why my life line ends so suddenly. haha... the future is not for me to know anyway.
so many many things can happen in such a short period of time. lucky for me, im still able to keep my sanity. really wonder how long more i can hold on. lols... but i keep my heart at ease, and peace within my mind. i should do fine. all i can do, is just to hope and pray.
i miss my past life yet i cant turn back time. i dread my future but i dont know how to rectify the current problems to solve the impending. hiccups occur on such a fast basis that there isnt the time to look forward and plan ahead anymore. im losing control fast and i wonder why.
the world can really take a turn for the worse no? its all crumbling down, but im doing fine. at least, thats how i think. i know that i dont give up easily, but this is really taking a toll on me. to hell with it. i really am lost now. what do i do? what do i say? what do i even think?
funny. my life depicts a fragile life, full of twists and turns. i really wonder right about now, is my life nearing its end point where i have a 'make it or break it' experience? according to my life line, it has been foretold that i will not live a long life either. near the end of my life line, there is a major cross in between the 2 lines. and the 2 lines thereafter, arent too long either. both end rather abruptly. wow. i now wonder about the accuracy of plam reading. it seems so accurate.
well, if its the end of the road for me, i have no regrets. i dont care how or where i die, but i know that im rational enough not to take my own life. so suicide is out of the question on why my life line ends so suddenly. haha... the future is not for me to know anyway.
so many many things can happen in such a short period of time. lucky for me, im still able to keep my sanity. really wonder how long more i can hold on. lols... but i keep my heart at ease, and peace within my mind. i should do fine. all i can do, is just to hope and pray.
i miss my past life yet i cant turn back time. i dread my future but i dont know how to rectify the current problems to solve the impending. hiccups occur on such a fast basis that there isnt the time to look forward and plan ahead anymore. im losing control fast and i wonder why.
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