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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
went car shopping today. visited Subaru, Toyota, Mitsubishi, Honda and Hyundai. can easily cross toyota and mitsubishi out. either car sucks, or price too high. i still like subaru for its looks. dont like hatchbacks. dont know why though. always prefer a sedan.
but now i feel that the world is spinning around me on 5 different axis. my eyes sees an object and doesnt focus on it, and zooms continuously in and out. worst of all, i get the feeling that im on a rocky boat. the top of my skull hurts big time too...
what the hell is happening to me? what kind of madness is this? it doesnt happen everyday, it just occurs very erractically. and when i started in BMTC2, then this conditions worsen. this is just ridiculous. better off dead eh?
haha... nevermind. i guess its just that i need more rest. if i die, die la. nothing to worry about. less worries actually. that shows how little i treasure my own life. LOL... but seriously, i feel that the world would be a better place without me in it.
thats just my personal opinion... well, the heart may be hidden, but it will eventually show its colours as dark as the night sky. you can lie for all you want. but time shows all. your voice and eyes cannot hide your thoughts. and the colours of your thoughts will be just as black.
but now i feel that the world is spinning around me on 5 different axis. my eyes sees an object and doesnt focus on it, and zooms continuously in and out. worst of all, i get the feeling that im on a rocky boat. the top of my skull hurts big time too...
what the hell is happening to me? what kind of madness is this? it doesnt happen everyday, it just occurs very erractically. and when i started in BMTC2, then this conditions worsen. this is just ridiculous. better off dead eh?
haha... nevermind. i guess its just that i need more rest. if i die, die la. nothing to worry about. less worries actually. that shows how little i treasure my own life. LOL... but seriously, i feel that the world would be a better place without me in it.
thats just my personal opinion... well, the heart may be hidden, but it will eventually show its colours as dark as the night sky. you can lie for all you want. but time shows all. your voice and eyes cannot hide your thoughts. and the colours of your thoughts will be just as black.
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