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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
im slightly messed. haha... must be the alcohol talking now. well, at least i got great company and understanding. something i have always yearned for and love for it to happen daily. i thank my luck that i see something different now. and im happy with my life and how it turned out.
love is not all about sex. or is it? haha... nah... love is all about understanding and concern for the other party. thats love to me. pity love has been degraded to just sex and physical intimacy. so im old fashioned. so i like love stories. so sue me. something that reality screws up big time, is the view on love. not many understand love nowadays. in a nutshell, it means that you bother to find out how the person's day goes, listen to their problems and be there for them when they need you most. in current reality terms, its called best friend. lol... well, i do wish wistfully that someone can see the same view like i do. but it proves hard.
i failed many, and i failed myself many times over and over again. and i dont blame them. i wronged someone badly too. very grossly badly. i take back my words and pray that forgiveness comes my way. catalyst or not, its just a matter of time. time is something i can never turn back.
well, i gotta head off to sleep already. im working tomorrow and i have to hand over my stuff in order. i have no intention to pass on my work sloppily. makes things smoother for the transition and to ease the workload on boss. no point making him overwork and 'niam' at me later.
and lucky jai was there to fetch me home too. haha... been a long time since i called jai up and talked. friends like these are hard to find. but these friends, i treasure and keep always. they are the ones that look out for you and make sure things are safe to proceed with wise words.
love is not all about sex. or is it? haha... nah... love is all about understanding and concern for the other party. thats love to me. pity love has been degraded to just sex and physical intimacy. so im old fashioned. so i like love stories. so sue me. something that reality screws up big time, is the view on love. not many understand love nowadays. in a nutshell, it means that you bother to find out how the person's day goes, listen to their problems and be there for them when they need you most. in current reality terms, its called best friend. lol... well, i do wish wistfully that someone can see the same view like i do. but it proves hard.
i failed many, and i failed myself many times over and over again. and i dont blame them. i wronged someone badly too. very grossly badly. i take back my words and pray that forgiveness comes my way. catalyst or not, its just a matter of time. time is something i can never turn back.
well, i gotta head off to sleep already. im working tomorrow and i have to hand over my stuff in order. i have no intention to pass on my work sloppily. makes things smoother for the transition and to ease the workload on boss. no point making him overwork and 'niam' at me later.
and lucky jai was there to fetch me home too. haha... been a long time since i called jai up and talked. friends like these are hard to find. but these friends, i treasure and keep always. they are the ones that look out for you and make sure things are safe to proceed with wise words.
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