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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
"There is no such thing as a prince charming or a dream girl, never existed and never will. Get over it." - quoted Anonymous
how true. actually, it depends on one's outlook yeah? im just sick and tired of being let down time and time again. then again, its my fault that the relationships fail. simply because of many reasons, one among them is my temper. lets just put it this way. when i care more for a person, i tend to get angry easily and worry more for the person than usual. its just a streak within me that i always worry and try my best to look out for the person concerned. but sometimes, i realise that it takes an overt step and becomes, unreasonable.
well, to heck with it. simple as it may sound, it isnt. its a multitude of things. my passion to work and make my job neat and tidy is another. it just falls apart for me naturally. i wonder how people can balance so well, while i take on the sense of ultimate responsibility.
my work, MUST, always be in tip top condition, with as little mistakes as i can put it out to be. that is me. i would not give a second thought about staying late should it require my extra time. i am so. my work is very much important to me and i make sacrifices for it.
maybe im just mad. i have no idea. if i am, then i have no fucking idea that i am. in that case, im well and truly screwed. in another 12 days, i will go in to BMT. within 10 weeks, i will come out, if ever, to serve for 2 years in the unit. and then, seeing how things go from there, 2 points of departure. one would be to study in NUS, and the other, leads to my leaving of Singapore and never returning again. its not that i hate Singapore. its just, well, it doesnt provide me the opportunities that i seek and crave for.
people close to me know part of my plans. i dont want to divulge much to them, seeing that it would make me seem like a crazy idiot. i have more plans than just to drive a truck. much more grandiose plans. but those, will be locked within my mind, never to share with others. those are my personal plans. my very personal plans. and i intend, barring mishaps, to meet them out to the letter in every sense. well, the future will tell. and tell it of my story, it might.
how true. actually, it depends on one's outlook yeah? im just sick and tired of being let down time and time again. then again, its my fault that the relationships fail. simply because of many reasons, one among them is my temper. lets just put it this way. when i care more for a person, i tend to get angry easily and worry more for the person than usual. its just a streak within me that i always worry and try my best to look out for the person concerned. but sometimes, i realise that it takes an overt step and becomes, unreasonable.
well, to heck with it. simple as it may sound, it isnt. its a multitude of things. my passion to work and make my job neat and tidy is another. it just falls apart for me naturally. i wonder how people can balance so well, while i take on the sense of ultimate responsibility.
my work, MUST, always be in tip top condition, with as little mistakes as i can put it out to be. that is me. i would not give a second thought about staying late should it require my extra time. i am so. my work is very much important to me and i make sacrifices for it.
maybe im just mad. i have no idea. if i am, then i have no fucking idea that i am. in that case, im well and truly screwed. in another 12 days, i will go in to BMT. within 10 weeks, i will come out, if ever, to serve for 2 years in the unit. and then, seeing how things go from there, 2 points of departure. one would be to study in NUS, and the other, leads to my leaving of Singapore and never returning again. its not that i hate Singapore. its just, well, it doesnt provide me the opportunities that i seek and crave for.
people close to me know part of my plans. i dont want to divulge much to them, seeing that it would make me seem like a crazy idiot. i have more plans than just to drive a truck. much more grandiose plans. but those, will be locked within my mind, never to share with others. those are my personal plans. my very personal plans. and i intend, barring mishaps, to meet them out to the letter in every sense. well, the future will tell. and tell it of my story, it might.
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