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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
what the fuck is your database for when it has very little relationships between the tables? you got so many fucking tables, and not all is linked properly together. and when you want to retrieve a certain portion of data, you have to extract from many queries, then combine into one major fucking query, then extract the data and export it to another fucking table! what the fuck is the use of it? i have to ask another person to come in, whom i trust, to fucking explain it all to me! and best thing is, she cant explain it all since the fucking thing is so fragmented! all she can show me is some details! i dont blame her, i blame you for fragmenting the tables and data and now i cant retrieve the proper data and have to slowly extract the proper ones from the masterlist itself.
fuck you. you wasted my day, my time, and my effort. and you are inevitably going to waste more of it, at the expense of me! fuck you understand! im not there so that you can throw some fucking substandard work at me to figure out and solve when my real position is to just get the fucking data and move with it! you stall me with nonsensical bullcrap and expect me to fix it for you??? then what the fuck are you employed for???
im damned pissed off with you, having to sort through your bullshit and then, realise that most, if not all, of my fucking work is a waste of effort! true that you can program SQL very well, i dont give half a shit. but with no relationships between the data, you cant fucking query without producing many duplicates! to hell with you. im sick and im tired of this motherfucking shit. and if there are errors, who do they blame? fucking hell me!
stick with MS Excel if you cant use MS Access properly. now, im hoping that on monday, which i cant go to work on the weekend due to boss to solve your shit, i can rush the entire data out WITHOUT errors. if there is 2 errors, im fucking going to your cubicle and slamming you against the wall. i dont give half a shit about you already. you can really make me that pissed off. given what i heard, the max of 4 hours to take me to lunchtime should solve this. thank your fucking lucky stars that i am free on monday. just thank them, for now.
im serious about my work. but it seems like you arent. buck up or die, understand? you continue to feed me shit, im going to pound you into the ground and make you pay for every single thing. hardcopies dont mean shit when i dont even know how the fucking hell you can get the data. your tables are so fragmented and linkless that its a wonder you can scrape up the fucking data without an error, or so you say. we'll see on monday whether the figures tally.
i seriously need a drink. and i need to continue to rant about this to someone. May's gone off for steamboat, she hates your guts, and thanks to her, i hope i can pull off this feat with her showing me how to. and i fully understand why now. each department wants your guts out and you out of there. i hope that what she has shown me today is sufficient to pull out the important data. SE and UNT will have to wait for May to explain further as she tries to figure out YOUR FUCKING USELESS DAMNING SHITHOLE RUBBISH DATABASE!!! thanks to you, you worthless asshole, we are fucking working overtime and getting more and more disgruntled at you while you run off at the ding of 6pm. to hell with you. should May call later, i dont care where the fuck i am, im fucking going down to meet her and throw back a couple of drinks and bitch about you like nobody's fucking business. im thankful i have her around to try and explain whatever shit comes out of your terminal.
i just know that i need booze and a friend around RIGHT THE FUCK GODDAMN NOW. to hell with the database, and to hell with you. go and fucking burn in hell while i worry about the reliability of your fucking database result queries...
fuck you. you wasted my day, my time, and my effort. and you are inevitably going to waste more of it, at the expense of me! fuck you understand! im not there so that you can throw some fucking substandard work at me to figure out and solve when my real position is to just get the fucking data and move with it! you stall me with nonsensical bullcrap and expect me to fix it for you??? then what the fuck are you employed for???
im damned pissed off with you, having to sort through your bullshit and then, realise that most, if not all, of my fucking work is a waste of effort! true that you can program SQL very well, i dont give half a shit. but with no relationships between the data, you cant fucking query without producing many duplicates! to hell with you. im sick and im tired of this motherfucking shit. and if there are errors, who do they blame? fucking hell me!
stick with MS Excel if you cant use MS Access properly. now, im hoping that on monday, which i cant go to work on the weekend due to boss to solve your shit, i can rush the entire data out WITHOUT errors. if there is 2 errors, im fucking going to your cubicle and slamming you against the wall. i dont give half a shit about you already. you can really make me that pissed off. given what i heard, the max of 4 hours to take me to lunchtime should solve this. thank your fucking lucky stars that i am free on monday. just thank them, for now.
im serious about my work. but it seems like you arent. buck up or die, understand? you continue to feed me shit, im going to pound you into the ground and make you pay for every single thing. hardcopies dont mean shit when i dont even know how the fucking hell you can get the data. your tables are so fragmented and linkless that its a wonder you can scrape up the fucking data without an error, or so you say. we'll see on monday whether the figures tally.
i seriously need a drink. and i need to continue to rant about this to someone. May's gone off for steamboat, she hates your guts, and thanks to her, i hope i can pull off this feat with her showing me how to. and i fully understand why now. each department wants your guts out and you out of there. i hope that what she has shown me today is sufficient to pull out the important data. SE and UNT will have to wait for May to explain further as she tries to figure out YOUR FUCKING USELESS DAMNING SHITHOLE RUBBISH DATABASE!!! thanks to you, you worthless asshole, we are fucking working overtime and getting more and more disgruntled at you while you run off at the ding of 6pm. to hell with you. should May call later, i dont care where the fuck i am, im fucking going down to meet her and throw back a couple of drinks and bitch about you like nobody's fucking business. im thankful i have her around to try and explain whatever shit comes out of your terminal.
i just know that i need booze and a friend around RIGHT THE FUCK GODDAMN NOW. to hell with the database, and to hell with you. go and fucking burn in hell while i worry about the reliability of your fucking database result queries...
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