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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
am i that meandearing? do i really know what i want?
wow... i really dont know. but this i know now. yes, i want to move on. its not anything personal nor is it me having the mentality of an eye for an eye. just because you are irresponsible doesnt mean that i have to be too. to hell with it.
i may not know myself all that well, but this i know. yes, i want to fufill my dreams. there is no right or wrong choice. but there is a choice of a personal choosing. i choose to follow my dreams. you have brought me to my high and low points in life. you have troubled my mind enough to tell myself to forgo it. i love God. i love driving. i love travelling. i love things which i rather do alone. i shall distance myself away.
it is in this, i see. we can always talk till the cows come home. but you, with your irresponsible PERSON, have taught me much. jerk. forgiveness for HIM will not come. to hell with him. money cannot buy everything in this world. not me, especially. to hell with HIM thinking that i would compromise my morals just for the sake of money. this is not hate which im expressing. its disgust. and im throughly disgusted at the actions shown to me.
it puts a new light on me. and i think for myself instead. my personal choice is all that matters to me. its who i want to be, what i want to be. i am just so, no one special, just like every other person. i keep my options open and i see a brand new world. one full of opportunities and life. i live to my fullest, and i live the way i want to be. i respect my elders and im proud of it. in God i thank for Him teaching me the right way. making the choice is always easy, exercising the choice is the hard part. its a matter of willpower, and i know i have it within me to overcome and exercise that option of mine. do not do things for the sake of running away. it would make that job the most dumb in the world every to hold. do it because you want to. do it because you believe in it. then it would be the most fruitful thing to ever hold. but never, ever, do the things that provide you an option for running away. im not running away now. im out to set my life back in order and to make the best of it. yeeha!
wow... i really dont know. but this i know now. yes, i want to move on. its not anything personal nor is it me having the mentality of an eye for an eye. just because you are irresponsible doesnt mean that i have to be too. to hell with it.
i may not know myself all that well, but this i know. yes, i want to fufill my dreams. there is no right or wrong choice. but there is a choice of a personal choosing. i choose to follow my dreams. you have brought me to my high and low points in life. you have troubled my mind enough to tell myself to forgo it. i love God. i love driving. i love travelling. i love things which i rather do alone. i shall distance myself away.
it is in this, i see. we can always talk till the cows come home. but you, with your irresponsible PERSON, have taught me much. jerk. forgiveness for HIM will not come. to hell with him. money cannot buy everything in this world. not me, especially. to hell with HIM thinking that i would compromise my morals just for the sake of money. this is not hate which im expressing. its disgust. and im throughly disgusted at the actions shown to me.
it puts a new light on me. and i think for myself instead. my personal choice is all that matters to me. its who i want to be, what i want to be. i am just so, no one special, just like every other person. i keep my options open and i see a brand new world. one full of opportunities and life. i live to my fullest, and i live the way i want to be. i respect my elders and im proud of it. in God i thank for Him teaching me the right way. making the choice is always easy, exercising the choice is the hard part. its a matter of willpower, and i know i have it within me to overcome and exercise that option of mine. do not do things for the sake of running away. it would make that job the most dumb in the world every to hold. do it because you want to. do it because you believe in it. then it would be the most fruitful thing to ever hold. but never, ever, do the things that provide you an option for running away. im not running away now. im out to set my life back in order and to make the best of it. yeeha!
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