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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
i just realised something. there were so many plans made. but few achieved succession. is it human nature to give up so easily?
Ratatouille, Hot Fuzz, Die Hard 4.0. these plans, all now, seems like a foggy haze covering it. plans are easily made. succession of the plans are harder to achieve. it never was easy to make things go according to plan.
the dreams are never ending. well, i guess i'll let it be. i'll take this part with me. it seems like thats what im left with, and i guess i am happy with it. is this a message from God? is this just my subconsciousness kicking in? is this the first sign in showing that i am indeed growing mad?
i'll let time tell the tale. i guess burying what knowledge i have is not as easy as i thought it would be. i guess all i can hope for now is just that i can go over to US and get my CDL. driving long routes was always my passion anyway.
no one knows what will happen. maybe i'll fall through the ice while trucking in NWT Canada. maybe i'll be lucky and get saved by a fellow trucker. maybe, i won't even be able to go to US and get my CDL even. predicting the future is a very iffy proposition. naturalism has a way to fuck up the most well laid plans, and to give chance more than a 50-50 balance. unpredictable. intangible. untouchable.
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Under The Bridge
Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel like my only friend
Is the city I live in, the city of angel
Lonely as I am, together we cry
I drive on her streets 'cause she's my companion
I walk through her hills 'cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds and she kisses me windy
I never worry, now that is a lie.
Well, I don't ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love, take me all the way
I don't ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love, take me all the way, yeah, yeah, yeah
It's hard to believe that there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe that I'm all alone
At least I have her love, the city she loves me
Lonely as I am, together we cry
Well, I don't ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love, take me all the way
Well, I don't ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love, take me all the way, yeah, yeah, yeah
oh no, no, no, yeah, yeah
love me, I say, yeah yeah
One time
(under the bridge downtown)
(is where I drew some blood)
is where I drew some blood
(under the bridge downtown)
(i could not get enough)
i could not get enough
(under the bridge downtown)
(forgot about my love)
forgot about my love
(under the bridge downtown)
(i gave my life away)
i gave my life away yeah, yeah yeah
(away)
no, no, no, yeah, yeah
(away)
no, no, i say, yeah, yeah
(away)
Here I stay
Ratatouille, Hot Fuzz, Die Hard 4.0. these plans, all now, seems like a foggy haze covering it. plans are easily made. succession of the plans are harder to achieve. it never was easy to make things go according to plan.
the dreams are never ending. well, i guess i'll let it be. i'll take this part with me. it seems like thats what im left with, and i guess i am happy with it. is this a message from God? is this just my subconsciousness kicking in? is this the first sign in showing that i am indeed growing mad?
i'll let time tell the tale. i guess burying what knowledge i have is not as easy as i thought it would be. i guess all i can hope for now is just that i can go over to US and get my CDL. driving long routes was always my passion anyway.
no one knows what will happen. maybe i'll fall through the ice while trucking in NWT Canada. maybe i'll be lucky and get saved by a fellow trucker. maybe, i won't even be able to go to US and get my CDL even. predicting the future is a very iffy proposition. naturalism has a way to fuck up the most well laid plans, and to give chance more than a 50-50 balance. unpredictable. intangible. untouchable.
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Under The Bridge
Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel like my only friend
Is the city I live in, the city of angel
Lonely as I am, together we cry
I drive on her streets 'cause she's my companion
I walk through her hills 'cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds and she kisses me windy
I never worry, now that is a lie.
Well, I don't ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love, take me all the way
I don't ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love, take me all the way, yeah, yeah, yeah
It's hard to believe that there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe that I'm all alone
At least I have her love, the city she loves me
Lonely as I am, together we cry
Well, I don't ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love, take me all the way
Well, I don't ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love, take me all the way, yeah, yeah, yeah
oh no, no, no, yeah, yeah
love me, I say, yeah yeah
One time
(under the bridge downtown)
(is where I drew some blood)
is where I drew some blood
(under the bridge downtown)
(i could not get enough)
i could not get enough
(under the bridge downtown)
(forgot about my love)
forgot about my love
(under the bridge downtown)
(i gave my life away)
i gave my life away yeah, yeah yeah
(away)
no, no, no, yeah, yeah
(away)
no, no, i say, yeah, yeah
(away)
Here I stay
I messed this area @
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