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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
if you could go back in time and change anything, what would you change?
i wouldn't change anything. if i did, then i wouldn't be here typing this question. i could be dead. i could be paralysed. anything could happen to me. i am happy with what i have. and that, is the trick to life. be happy with what you have. find out what makes you tick and go on. what about the pain and suffering that i went through in the past? yes, i would still go through it again to get to where i am now. the past, as experience, shapes one's mindset and teaches new things to the person in question. i would not change one single bit in my past, just because it was ugly. in fact, ugly is only what you see it to be. understand it, and look within to see its beauty.
pain, hurt, joy, happiness. feelings shape the outcome of what one does. it does not mean that from happiness will come success either. like me, some twist pain and hurt into success. the future in is your own hands. it is how you make it out to be. the book is yours to write. whether you write a sad story, or a happy story, you are the creator, the writer, the author. no one can take that pen away from you. whatever has a starting point, will have an ending point.
there is no truism in life either. believe in what you choose to believe. thoughts are the most powerful objects in the history of mankind. thoughts bring about ideals, ideas, and thus, actions should one take the leap of faith. i believe in creating my future for myself and my family. to protect them from what may arise. it is my family whom i care for only. no one else. i do not believe in what people deem love for a sweetheart already. the realism is just not there. i make my own successes, i live my own failures.
i grow strong in my own way. i pave my own path. love is something that i cannot commit to. it is not the fear of having to commit, but it is the lack of faith in and of it. i rely on myself to bring about happiness for my family, and thus, myself to live my dreams as well.
i wouldn't change anything. if i did, then i wouldn't be here typing this question. i could be dead. i could be paralysed. anything could happen to me. i am happy with what i have. and that, is the trick to life. be happy with what you have. find out what makes you tick and go on. what about the pain and suffering that i went through in the past? yes, i would still go through it again to get to where i am now. the past, as experience, shapes one's mindset and teaches new things to the person in question. i would not change one single bit in my past, just because it was ugly. in fact, ugly is only what you see it to be. understand it, and look within to see its beauty.
pain, hurt, joy, happiness. feelings shape the outcome of what one does. it does not mean that from happiness will come success either. like me, some twist pain and hurt into success. the future in is your own hands. it is how you make it out to be. the book is yours to write. whether you write a sad story, or a happy story, you are the creator, the writer, the author. no one can take that pen away from you. whatever has a starting point, will have an ending point.
there is no truism in life either. believe in what you choose to believe. thoughts are the most powerful objects in the history of mankind. thoughts bring about ideals, ideas, and thus, actions should one take the leap of faith. i believe in creating my future for myself and my family. to protect them from what may arise. it is my family whom i care for only. no one else. i do not believe in what people deem love for a sweetheart already. the realism is just not there. i make my own successes, i live my own failures.
i grow strong in my own way. i pave my own path. love is something that i cannot commit to. it is not the fear of having to commit, but it is the lack of faith in and of it. i rely on myself to bring about happiness for my family, and thus, myself to live my dreams as well.
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