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November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 September 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 December 2008 January 2009 April 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 January 2010 April 2011 Joce-lyn All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense. Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence. |
everyone thinks im mad. either that, or they think im up against God and testing His will. well, whatever they think, i want to achieve what i set forth in front of me. im not mad, i am totally rational. i just have dreams which are, albeit, more unconventional. driving the Ice Roads is not a bad thing. yes, its dangerous, where the ice crackles and if you are unlucky, cracks and then your rig drops into the frigid lake. chances of survival are virtually nil. the weather is so cold, that a banana can become a hammer, literally. the molecules inside the banana will freeze up and harden... at temperatures of -35F, what chance of survival outside your rig is almost zero. except for the happenstance that another rig is close by and can pick you up. with breakdowns, one better hope that their power to the heater is not lost. i want to live this dream, to make it happen. i want to be part of this family where i constantly am travelling. i cherish my freedom to move, and i am not letting it go to waste. and i have to start by finding out how i can emigrate over to US to get my Commercial Driving License Class A-X/T. X refers to the licensee being able to carry Hazardous Materials and Tankers combined, with T referring to the licensee being able to haul more than one trailer at any one time. I seriously wonder how much a rig is going to cost me. i intend to own a truck. Maybe a Volvo, Mack, Kenworth, Sterling or Freightliner. I messed this area @
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