November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
September 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
August 2006
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
December 2008
January 2009
April 2009
July 2009
August 2009
October 2009
January 2010
April 2011
Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
i need more cigg. they ran out on me. i need escape. i need to help myself to delude myself. im sick, but im still a damn smokepot. i hate the smell, but the kick it gives me is more or less to drugs.
haiz... war on my taggie. like why dont you guys just each take a short time to think abt what you said before posting it? i mean, certain words are well, plain demeaning. and sometimes the messages are also very hurtful to the other party. like put it on hold. stop and think. if you can.
im happy, im free. i see couples and smile at them. in a sadistic way. thinking of all the shit they got to go thru. thinking of all the bloody sad and gruesome quarrels that they have to endure. haha. im a sadist. big deallll. i enjoy it.
let me be alone. let me have my friends. let me live singly first. i think im pretty old. i think that my childhood was wasted thinking abt this shit. i want to live life to the fullest, to fufill my mission in life. thats it. when im ready and mature enough to take the responsibility, then i will consider another relationship. otherwise, its off limits for me. cos im not mature enough just as yet. i think too shallowly. i need to do a lot of shit to my life to get it back in order. i need to continue my life story to make it a happy ending.
im trying and working my hardest at it. give me that chance.
haiz... war on my taggie. like why dont you guys just each take a short time to think abt what you said before posting it? i mean, certain words are well, plain demeaning. and sometimes the messages are also very hurtful to the other party. like put it on hold. stop and think. if you can.
im happy, im free. i see couples and smile at them. in a sadistic way. thinking of all the shit they got to go thru. thinking of all the bloody sad and gruesome quarrels that they have to endure. haha. im a sadist. big deallll. i enjoy it.
let me be alone. let me have my friends. let me live singly first. i think im pretty old. i think that my childhood was wasted thinking abt this shit. i want to live life to the fullest, to fufill my mission in life. thats it. when im ready and mature enough to take the responsibility, then i will consider another relationship. otherwise, its off limits for me. cos im not mature enough just as yet. i think too shallowly. i need to do a lot of shit to my life to get it back in order. i need to continue my life story to make it a happy ending.
im trying and working my hardest at it. give me that chance.
I messed this area @
01:15
01:15