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November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 September 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 December 2008 January 2009 April 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 January 2010 April 2011 Joce-lyn All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense. Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence. |
haiz... got slammed at work, got slammed at dota. dunno what else will get slammed with. im tired. i draw good heros, my playing skills like fuck. cos never train before. then somemore some smart asses, think so smart, keep kpkb-ing me for fuck. i dunno how to use character can? you got a problem with that? tell you sandking up there, ask for help, no one bother. then later blame me that SK become so fucking strong. fuck you la. you wanna play? its called teamwork that makes the game work for you. the other team almost won cos got teamwork. you only know how to kpkb, think you so fucking great. fuck you la. then later say i feed others. hey, my fault ah? SK whack me, arachnid slow me, run away still die. they gang me cos got bear, you idiots! and why not? everyone got lvl if gang the weakest one wat. cheebye la. use your motherfucking head can? thats what a brain is for, and a mouth to know how to advise a noob to use a new character. not to fucking kpkb and think that he doesnt know shit. COS FRANKLY, I DONT KNOW SHIT! forget it. the game isnt fun when everyone gangs you, or when your TEAMMATES think you are lousy and only know how to tok cock and fucking sing song. but in reality, you simply do not know how to use the characters well. cheebye. jo wants to end it all. i cant say nothing. i cant do nothing either. i gave freedom. funny how i think its so imbalanced. hmm, lets see, 'Yea you love me and you wanna spend your future with me, all BULLSHIT!' thats what she typed. o well, cant be helped. if she thinks im cheating on her, i cant help it too. i got my own conscience to answer to. i wasnt. lets recall. akira told her some shit or other that i went to the skate rink to meet up with my ex to have supper. weird. and he likened it to 2 people having supper together. but why was there like an extra 3 people around? her friends la! we were bullshitting abt maple. i wasnt there with any ill itention. ok, now she thinks im lying too? haha. you have your own mind, your own heart to follow. you think im a badass total ccb asshole person? well, yes i am! i smoke, drink, and swear! but, i will never ever cheat on someone when im in a relationship. call it ethics, call it morals. i call it my way of living. i call it being sincere and faithful. i call it, a commitment. and finally, you made the first call to tell me that you want a break in the relationship. reason : COS I DIDNT MEET YOU FOR QUITE A WHILE AND THAT YOU ARE BEGINNING TO FALTER?!?!?!??!?!?!?! forget it honey, if your version of love is meeting everyday, im not up to it. cos, like i said, i need my personal space. and besides, my work and school takes a whole lot of time and energy from me. and for a footnote. THAT REASON IS THE TRUE BULLSHIT. ITS THE WORST, LAMEST, DUMBASS reason i ever heard. even a fool can do better than that. cos i didnt meet you for quite a while and you are beginning to falter. what a joke. oh yeah! the a while part? its like 1-2 weeks. =D 'WOW! THATS SO LONG! IT FEELS LIKE 20 GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKING YEARS! I CANT WAIT FOR ANOTHER 'YEAR'(second), I GOTTA BREAK UP NOW!' I messed this area @
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