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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
Funny. I dont feel human no more. wahahaha... true in a way. Look at it this way. Im just, er, inhuman now? Mr. G... interesting. how can you do this?? You tell me. My eyes are wide open at the atrocity that you have caused.
You make the choice, and I will just back off real quiet and move away. How abt that? your words are more lethal than nutmeg inject intraveneously. Trust me on that. maybe i'll try that when i feel that im done with this. i dont know, and i dont care already. im finished with thinking. and now, i just leave it up to you. whatever you want to do, you do. i cant care, and i wont care until you tell me to.
most likely, i am too tired to contemplate already. im kinda in too deep, too deep to change, too deep to try and claw my way out. im done with drinking too. lol... o well, reality bites big time. haha... at least i got to understand it better and now, im just trying to catch the speeding bullet thats aimed at me. make it a speeding train. harder to miss, dont you think? ok, i sound 'somewhat' suicidal. LOL.
Mr G, you bloody SOB. think with your big brain. And make the damn proper move. it'll make my day anyway. and i'll be happy to hear your decision. to ease my suspicion. to hell with it. im not thinking anymore. man, its been some time since i've felt this way. WOOHOO... man, i miss this feeling. its like, going with the flow yea? whatever happens, happens. whatever goes, goes. and best thing is, its like playing russian roulette. literally. LOL. damn, its gonna be a damn nice ride. and you never know when the bullet will be yours. *crosses fingers*
LOOK OUT.
You make the choice, and I will just back off real quiet and move away. How abt that? your words are more lethal than nutmeg inject intraveneously. Trust me on that. maybe i'll try that when i feel that im done with this. i dont know, and i dont care already. im finished with thinking. and now, i just leave it up to you. whatever you want to do, you do. i cant care, and i wont care until you tell me to.
most likely, i am too tired to contemplate already. im kinda in too deep, too deep to change, too deep to try and claw my way out. im done with drinking too. lol... o well, reality bites big time. haha... at least i got to understand it better and now, im just trying to catch the speeding bullet thats aimed at me. make it a speeding train. harder to miss, dont you think? ok, i sound 'somewhat' suicidal. LOL.
Mr G, you bloody SOB. think with your big brain. And make the damn proper move. it'll make my day anyway. and i'll be happy to hear your decision. to ease my suspicion. to hell with it. im not thinking anymore. man, its been some time since i've felt this way. WOOHOO... man, i miss this feeling. its like, going with the flow yea? whatever happens, happens. whatever goes, goes. and best thing is, its like playing russian roulette. literally. LOL. damn, its gonna be a damn nice ride. and you never know when the bullet will be yours. *crosses fingers*
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