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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
lying down, memories from the past haunt me again. im not sure that the past will ever leave. in a way, these memories serve as a guride for futures actions. but hey, you dont do something wrong twice do you? maybe not. but you never know either do you?
you are who you are. but what is most important is acting correctly when the time comes. question: did you act correctly in that situation? did you respond in the appropriate fashion? especially in ethical situations, one has to respond with honesty. did you? or did you lie, play political games to gain an advantage? what can you gain by playing political games? popularity? i think not. those sharp enough will have understood already.
not everyone will do so. will one lie just to save three dollars? hell, most would. but would YOU like someone else to lie to YOU? of course not. personal gains, selfish as it is, drives people to do things against ethics. ive had enough of playing such games already. seeing it already irks me to the core.
life is full of it isnt it? like i can stop it. i wandered about the east past of the island today. looked at the planes in the air, and generally, observed everyone around. thought of getting down at east coast to look at the scenery, but decided not to. felt too tired already. besides, its all just a memory now. yeah, its just a memory. yeah right... i cannot change the past, but i can use the past and try to shape the future.
lol. can i do it? what if i screw up again? do i just put it as another experience down memory lane? anyway, time is the greatest equalizer for all such questions. and its late already, i want to turn in.
you are who you are. but what is most important is acting correctly when the time comes. question: did you act correctly in that situation? did you respond in the appropriate fashion? especially in ethical situations, one has to respond with honesty. did you? or did you lie, play political games to gain an advantage? what can you gain by playing political games? popularity? i think not. those sharp enough will have understood already.
not everyone will do so. will one lie just to save three dollars? hell, most would. but would YOU like someone else to lie to YOU? of course not. personal gains, selfish as it is, drives people to do things against ethics. ive had enough of playing such games already. seeing it already irks me to the core.
life is full of it isnt it? like i can stop it. i wandered about the east past of the island today. looked at the planes in the air, and generally, observed everyone around. thought of getting down at east coast to look at the scenery, but decided not to. felt too tired already. besides, its all just a memory now. yeah, its just a memory. yeah right... i cannot change the past, but i can use the past and try to shape the future.
lol. can i do it? what if i screw up again? do i just put it as another experience down memory lane? anyway, time is the greatest equalizer for all such questions. and its late already, i want to turn in.
I messed this area @
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