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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
i dont know what i am feeling now. its just a mix of emotions. i am unsure of myself. afraid of the hurt, and afraid to hurt as well. i want to care, to try again, but yet i am still hesistant. am i capable of it to make the first step? do i even have the ability to do so? i want to, but i question myself, what if i fail? i dont want to cause unnecessary harm to others. i am just confused here. i wish i knew how to deal with it. maybe, letting nature run its course is the better option. i have already revealed the thoughts, and its now just for you to act on it, and whatever the decision, i will respect it. heck, and now my mind is so blanked out, a tomb would look noisy. sheesh, i expected better from this... it'll take time, as all such things do.
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