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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
o well, one can hardly expect a fairytale to happen. its not that i dont dare to anymore, i have passed that stage. the rest is up to you. heck, even so, i cant go against what you want. i freely allow ur decision to be made and i wont do anything to try and change it. its a decision of urs, and will remain so indefinitely.
but at least, one thing went right. my tv is now mu official monitor. hell, running on 800 x 600 resolution sucks, but at least i can read what i am typing. 525 lines, sheesh... cant it be like NTSC with 625 lines??? stingy bastards over at some authority, saying that we have to use PAL format... cos NTSC is too high for our usage. dammnit. haha, ok, cant complain abt that no more. but playing CS and MapleStory on the TV really is something new!!! wahahaha, my friends were like ' WTF?!?!?! ur using ur TV to play?!?!?!' LOL... i am that crazy...
o well, the hour is late, and im still not that zonked. maybe its cos the music playing off my laptop cum tv rig is soooo 'interesting'... LOL... i have a in-built subwoofer in the tv.. so the bass rocks!!
ahh, im not sure what to do next... and i've had it with playing for the day. in general, im confused, yet happy, yet sad. :\ haha... cant help it already.i've left the decision for others to decide, just like the old communist way. let the rest handle the bigger decisions while i ponder on the minor ones. when everyone is pondering on the same minor one as well. the truth will be known soon enough anyway. just like San Greal, and Sang Real.
but at least, one thing went right. my tv is now mu official monitor. hell, running on 800 x 600 resolution sucks, but at least i can read what i am typing. 525 lines, sheesh... cant it be like NTSC with 625 lines??? stingy bastards over at some authority, saying that we have to use PAL format... cos NTSC is too high for our usage. dammnit. haha, ok, cant complain abt that no more. but playing CS and MapleStory on the TV really is something new!!! wahahaha, my friends were like ' WTF?!?!?! ur using ur TV to play?!?!?!' LOL... i am that crazy...
o well, the hour is late, and im still not that zonked. maybe its cos the music playing off my laptop cum tv rig is soooo 'interesting'... LOL... i have a in-built subwoofer in the tv.. so the bass rocks!!
ahh, im not sure what to do next... and i've had it with playing for the day. in general, im confused, yet happy, yet sad. :\ haha... cant help it already.i've left the decision for others to decide, just like the old communist way. let the rest handle the bigger decisions while i ponder on the minor ones. when everyone is pondering on the same minor one as well. the truth will be known soon enough anyway. just like San Greal, and Sang Real.
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