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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
how interesting. im turning into a tv bum after my com broke down. watched tv till 7am. would you believe the PGA Tour at BellSouth? never did figure it was such an interesting game. not that i play it, but i needed to while away the time. game of 18, good enough to blow a couple of hours.
and suddenly, out of the blue, i asked myself why i hesistated in the first place. guilt? maybe. its hard to say y'know? im not saying its not, but it could be more than just that. how sure am i of it? what can one be sure of in this world? back during the Cold War, both sides were sure that a nuclear war was inevitable. they were wrong, werent they?
guilt makes one sharp, it makes on better. in a way, this is true. it will be true if, and note that this is a damn big if, one has the courage to look at guilt straight in the eye and stare it down. not letting it overpower emotions nor controlling them. guilt is a powerful force, having the ability to drive one to do things unimaginable.
only the cautious and intelligent know how to use guilt properly. neither can they master it, because guilt manifests itself in many forms. one can only adapt. apadaptabilty is the key. how to go about doing it? i understand the literal meaning of the phrase. and yes, it does sharpen me, but making me better? time will tell. maybe making myself better is in fact, adapting. did it take long for theorist to understand that one little fact?
im currently in no state to speak further. my mind is fatigued from stoning in front of the tv. golf, as with all sports, is a game that requires skill and patience. which now, i am too tired to comment more.
and suddenly, out of the blue, i asked myself why i hesistated in the first place. guilt? maybe. its hard to say y'know? im not saying its not, but it could be more than just that. how sure am i of it? what can one be sure of in this world? back during the Cold War, both sides were sure that a nuclear war was inevitable. they were wrong, werent they?
guilt makes one sharp, it makes on better. in a way, this is true. it will be true if, and note that this is a damn big if, one has the courage to look at guilt straight in the eye and stare it down. not letting it overpower emotions nor controlling them. guilt is a powerful force, having the ability to drive one to do things unimaginable.
only the cautious and intelligent know how to use guilt properly. neither can they master it, because guilt manifests itself in many forms. one can only adapt. apadaptabilty is the key. how to go about doing it? i understand the literal meaning of the phrase. and yes, it does sharpen me, but making me better? time will tell. maybe making myself better is in fact, adapting. did it take long for theorist to understand that one little fact?
im currently in no state to speak further. my mind is fatigued from stoning in front of the tv. golf, as with all sports, is a game that requires skill and patience. which now, i am too tired to comment more.
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