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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
great day. my laptop went broke on me, wasnt feeling great and now, i think im suffering from nicotine and alcohol deprivation. yeah, the signs are there. how much more beautiful can the day get? not that i can help it. cough not getting better, neither is my complexity making things better.
no one knows shit about me. its not that they dont care. they do. i just dont want to show it to them. i dont make it known to others. i am, after all, just a pawn in a game of chess. what am i to do? nothing. zilch. and i look at my cats, what perfect lives they lead. have shelter, food provided, no worries. but thats not the reason to life is it? neither is it the solution. i guess i got unlucky to get stuck as a human.
everyday is in essence, a torture. everything supersedes everything. with that, all are still on, technically, the same level. sound like rubbish? take a look at the world... its there for you to see, so open your damn eyes and eyeball it real close. and funny thing is, i noticed only one thing. the 2 things that the world runs on. FEAR AND AMBITION.
dont believe me? question yourself. you fear others, thats what makes you legs and brain move. your ambition to beat the fella next to you, that drives not only you, but world political leaders as well. examine what i said, you'll understand if you want to. these 2 simple things drive the world.
i dont wanna speak further. i need not say more. note that im not theorising on the basis of what life is built on. its just a simple statement of opinion. the real work is done by others more qualified.
no one knows shit about me. its not that they dont care. they do. i just dont want to show it to them. i dont make it known to others. i am, after all, just a pawn in a game of chess. what am i to do? nothing. zilch. and i look at my cats, what perfect lives they lead. have shelter, food provided, no worries. but thats not the reason to life is it? neither is it the solution. i guess i got unlucky to get stuck as a human.
everyday is in essence, a torture. everything supersedes everything. with that, all are still on, technically, the same level. sound like rubbish? take a look at the world... its there for you to see, so open your damn eyes and eyeball it real close. and funny thing is, i noticed only one thing. the 2 things that the world runs on. FEAR AND AMBITION.
dont believe me? question yourself. you fear others, thats what makes you legs and brain move. your ambition to beat the fella next to you, that drives not only you, but world political leaders as well. examine what i said, you'll understand if you want to. these 2 simple things drive the world.
i dont wanna speak further. i need not say more. note that im not theorising on the basis of what life is built on. its just a simple statement of opinion. the real work is done by others more qualified.
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