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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
im empty, left in despair, with nothing to occupy my mind and time. and the memories come. what am i to do? i cant do anything. it is said:
Letting go of someone dear to you is hard but
holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the
same is much harder
Giving up doesn't mean you're weak. It only
means that you're strong enough to let go
does it mean that i am not strong enough to let go? i tell myself that i cannot do anything, so is that a valid reason to let go in the first place? does it justify giving up? i dunno. its not that i dont care, but circumstances change, and the playing ground does not play by the same rules no more.
such is the game. its not who wins or loses. its how the game is played.
it is sad, the price is so high to pay. and i am left there, just staring blankly, thinking about the past... with a twinge of guilt.
Im a bitch, Im a lover, Im a child, Im a mother, Im a sinner, Im a saint, I do not feel ashamed.
Letting go of someone dear to you is hard but
holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the
same is much harder
Giving up doesn't mean you're weak. It only
means that you're strong enough to let go
does it mean that i am not strong enough to let go? i tell myself that i cannot do anything, so is that a valid reason to let go in the first place? does it justify giving up? i dunno. its not that i dont care, but circumstances change, and the playing ground does not play by the same rules no more.
such is the game. its not who wins or loses. its how the game is played.
it is sad, the price is so high to pay. and i am left there, just staring blankly, thinking about the past... with a twinge of guilt.
Im a bitch, Im a lover, Im a child, Im a mother, Im a sinner, Im a saint, I do not feel ashamed.
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