X-Worldx : Nothing More. Nothing Less.

im jaded. have nothing to occupy my mind already. went back to old ways. what the hell. im turning into someone that i hate. im hurting myself more than anyone else can do so. so what??? like it matters. i've just changed. turned to something to relieve the hurt. does it matter anymore? it sucks. im trying to kick them out. but its become a habit. and all i can say is, im trying, without conviction.

and all i have to say is, another dumbass that bites the dust. one count up... and the list keeps running..............

i really want to disappear from the world, to hide in the darkness and just stay there. i need and i crave the solace. which is why, you generally find me immersed in something that requires only myself to be there. the signs are in front of you, staring at you in the face. notice it when you see it, and both parties will be happy. its better this way. always has been, and always will be. i am that i am, and have no need to prove it to anyone else.

i admire your tact, your ability to handle the situation. and i respect what you say.


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Who am I? Name: Noel Kireii Past Experiences October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 September 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 December 2008 January 2009 April 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 January 2010 April 2011 Friends Joce-lyn Wishlist All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense. Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence. Quote: Ignorance isn't bliss. Its just a damn lame excuse to escape the realities of life. There ain't no rules when I drive. Mainly because I don't believe in traffic rules. Sponsor is... Dell Dimension Computer	Wednesday, April 20, 2005 im jaded. have nothing to occupy my mind already. went back to old ways. what the hell. im turning into someone that i hate. im hurting myself more than anyone else can do so. so what??? like it matters. i've just changed. turned to something to relieve the hurt. does it matter anymore? it sucks. im trying to kick them out. but its become a habit. and all i can say is, im trying, without conviction. and all i have to say is, another dumbass that bites the dust. one count up... and the list keeps running.............. i really want to disappear from the world, to hide in the darkness and just stay there. i need and i crave the solace. which is why, you generally find me immersed in something that requires only myself to be there. the signs are in front of you, staring at you in the face. notice it when you see it, and both parties will be happy. its better this way. always has been, and always will be. i am that i am, and have no need to prove it to anyone else. i admire your tact, your ability to handle the situation. and i respect what you say. I messed this area @ 02:40