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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
the hour is late, and i cant fall asleep. i try to study, but i dont understand shit. and i start to reflect once again.
hallucinations come. i imagine your scent, but ur not here. i swear the hallucinations are getting worse. i dont know what to think already. im giving myself time to relax from this. trying and trying. to let the matter rest while i try not to screw up my exams. i study, but the brief periods come and go as the tide ebb and flow. train of thoughts are broken time and again, but i pick myself up from where i left. i know i have to concentrate, and im trying my best.
i tell myself, i have to let it go for the moment. i will come back to this problem. i promise. i have to attend to the bigger picture now. my exams is my future, my livelihood. after this 3rd paper, i can relax and start to think more. but not now, not at this time. and certainly, i have to get a new brain soon. i fried this one to a crisp.
hallucinations come. i imagine your scent, but ur not here. i swear the hallucinations are getting worse. i dont know what to think already. im giving myself time to relax from this. trying and trying. to let the matter rest while i try not to screw up my exams. i study, but the brief periods come and go as the tide ebb and flow. train of thoughts are broken time and again, but i pick myself up from where i left. i know i have to concentrate, and im trying my best.
i tell myself, i have to let it go for the moment. i will come back to this problem. i promise. i have to attend to the bigger picture now. my exams is my future, my livelihood. after this 3rd paper, i can relax and start to think more. but not now, not at this time. and certainly, i have to get a new brain soon. i fried this one to a crisp.
I messed this area @
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