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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
well, today was kinda interesting. coz it was the first time in a long while that i told my mother about my problems and stuff. i mean, she has the right to know and i feel its my duty to tell her for the reason that she was very worried abt me.
to put it short and sweet, we talked till 3am and she told her from her point of view. and basically, she reaffirmed me that it is time to give L up. i myself feel that i should give her up already. maybe its just coz of the familiarity that she gives me that im not willing to give up on. and now, im trying my best to make a move from there. its not easy, but i have to move on.
but what i can say is that im not the confussed boy that i was 4 weeks previously. i have now turned into someone that has a course of action to do and will carry it out. and no more fickle mindedness. that is the past. and now, i wont even bother to look back and regret at how life may have turned out. from my mother, i trust her judgement totally. no questions asked. and i know that the time has come to let L go. its over and regretting isnt going to make it any better.
its late already and i guess its time to sleep. o well, life is such that you have to experience pain yourself. and experience is the best teacher. thanks mum... appreciate your help. and your guidance. your experience has taught me many things.
to put it short and sweet, we talked till 3am and she told her from her point of view. and basically, she reaffirmed me that it is time to give L up. i myself feel that i should give her up already. maybe its just coz of the familiarity that she gives me that im not willing to give up on. and now, im trying my best to make a move from there. its not easy, but i have to move on.
but what i can say is that im not the confussed boy that i was 4 weeks previously. i have now turned into someone that has a course of action to do and will carry it out. and no more fickle mindedness. that is the past. and now, i wont even bother to look back and regret at how life may have turned out. from my mother, i trust her judgement totally. no questions asked. and i know that the time has come to let L go. its over and regretting isnt going to make it any better.
its late already and i guess its time to sleep. o well, life is such that you have to experience pain yourself. and experience is the best teacher. thanks mum... appreciate your help. and your guidance. your experience has taught me many things.
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