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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
well, today i went out with shaun... this guy is my close friend... as in real close, coz he is like my brother is a way... so anyway, we met up and kinda talked... sort of catching up on the times we spent together in a previous school... and abt the current problems we have. so i have this relationship problem and we discussed abt it.. and hey, i felt better after that. but my mind was swimming with the decision to leave L or not.
i really don't know what to do already. i mean, i was so confussed and that leaving her wouldnt solve my problems entirely. maybe the reason i want to be with her is that she is someone that is special to me and that i enjoy the time spent with her. so anyway, it rained the whole damn day and we were stuck inside burger king talking away... all my problems were poured out to him and he poured out his problem to me. so basically, we both worked together to solve each other's problems. seems like i had a bigger problem than him though... haha...
anyway, after we talked, decided to go grab a drink... as in alcohol.. i mean, its like a bit in a while doesnt hurt right?? so went to the 7-eleven to get some beer and then sat down and talk a bit more.. haiz... the problems seem never ending... after that, went home already. so when i was at home, my sis came back with her creative zen touch and then she said it hang... so i fix lor... i mean, its like pushing the reset button only wat... thats why it has a reset button. i use apple ipod... and that is way way way much better than what creative can come up with for now... coz of one thing. IT DOESNT HANG!!!!!
so anyway, decided like what the hell la, tell my sis abt the problem... basically, everyone is telling me the same thing. that L is not for me and that shes jus playing around. maybe im blind, maybe its just that i choose not to see. i dunno. either way, im kinda convinced to let her go. but my heart is telling me that i am crazy to let her go another time. jeez... if only there was an easy way out of this. and another reason why im not willing to let her go, is because she knows me very well... its the familiarity that she can know my style. and i am very comfortable with her. i guess i'll leave this problem for another day. but the question will still remain. should i leave her entirely or not? the answer is already staring at me in the face... i have yet to open my eyes to read it.
thats all for today... night...
i really don't know what to do already. i mean, i was so confussed and that leaving her wouldnt solve my problems entirely. maybe the reason i want to be with her is that she is someone that is special to me and that i enjoy the time spent with her. so anyway, it rained the whole damn day and we were stuck inside burger king talking away... all my problems were poured out to him and he poured out his problem to me. so basically, we both worked together to solve each other's problems. seems like i had a bigger problem than him though... haha...
anyway, after we talked, decided to go grab a drink... as in alcohol.. i mean, its like a bit in a while doesnt hurt right?? so went to the 7-eleven to get some beer and then sat down and talk a bit more.. haiz... the problems seem never ending... after that, went home already. so when i was at home, my sis came back with her creative zen touch and then she said it hang... so i fix lor... i mean, its like pushing the reset button only wat... thats why it has a reset button. i use apple ipod... and that is way way way much better than what creative can come up with for now... coz of one thing. IT DOESNT HANG!!!!!
so anyway, decided like what the hell la, tell my sis abt the problem... basically, everyone is telling me the same thing. that L is not for me and that shes jus playing around. maybe im blind, maybe its just that i choose not to see. i dunno. either way, im kinda convinced to let her go. but my heart is telling me that i am crazy to let her go another time. jeez... if only there was an easy way out of this. and another reason why im not willing to let her go, is because she knows me very well... its the familiarity that she can know my style. and i am very comfortable with her. i guess i'll leave this problem for another day. but the question will still remain. should i leave her entirely or not? the answer is already staring at me in the face... i have yet to open my eyes to read it.
thats all for today... night...
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