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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
wat the hell... its like today was pure crap... i mean, my computer broke down on me for no god damn reason, L pissed me off, and then, i had a bunch of problems to solve on my laptop... fuck it.. i know swearing is not that nice, but im so frastrated that i think im gonna explode...
why cant my laptop EVER be problem free?? damn it... i have one problem after another and then it cannot find driver la, it cannot detect modem la, it cannot download page and it got errors all over the fucking page. fuck it. and im way to freaking lazy to reformat again.
and then i called L, she say she at Expo for the Sitex roadshow. so i kinda made a promise to her to go over to Sitex and fetch her home last time. then she called me and tell me that her brother is there. SO LIKE WHAT THE HELL U TELL ME FOR!!!!! UR BROTHER THERE SO WHAT!!!!! she tell me not to go already. i didnt bother to ask why. the reason already fucking clear. I DONT WANT MY BROTHER TO SEE ME WITH YOU!!! damn it... im so pissed already. problems after problems keep arising. how crappy can this day get?? wat the hell, i mean, ur brother go there to sitex means i cannot go ah? sure, he fetch u home... so what?? i promised to fetch you home... then never mind.. reach home already, she sms me.. its not that i want to be pissed. for now, im not prepared to listen to reason. but the moment i received that sms, i shoot back and told her that if she does not want to tell me that she is safely home, she can jolly well not do so. coz yesterday she didnt even bother to sms me. i mean, that shows that she doesnt even care about me! here i am so worried for her, and there she is not bothering. i know, i know, i gave her up in the first place and ignored her subsequent smses. yea, retribution. fuck it.
shoot her already, then finally brought the laptop back online. damn... so long then can make it. shit... then went to hardwarezone, see people thread abt this guy want to jio this girl who already has a bf... similiar problem like mine, only difference is that he didnt have her in the first place. so i post lor.. i mean, see whether others can advise me. so post already, wah, this fella post back, ' This kinda girls dont waste time la. Sounds to me she's pretty hard up and in dire need of a guy...pretty much in line of a "FFA" buffet '. to this guy, thanks for awakening me to my senses. i need to forget her already. and now, i think i have the motivation to do so. coz the clarity is there. and whats more, all my closest people to me have already told me the same thing. so i guess its time to let go. maybe now, i can concentrate more on my studies. and maybe, hopefully, not get attached anymore in anyway. i guess, being single is a blessing in itself already. and after being hurt so much, i dont wanna be hurt again. once bitten, twice shy.
thats all i have to say already. im off for the day... night...
why cant my laptop EVER be problem free?? damn it... i have one problem after another and then it cannot find driver la, it cannot detect modem la, it cannot download page and it got errors all over the fucking page. fuck it. and im way to freaking lazy to reformat again.
and then i called L, she say she at Expo for the Sitex roadshow. so i kinda made a promise to her to go over to Sitex and fetch her home last time. then she called me and tell me that her brother is there. SO LIKE WHAT THE HELL U TELL ME FOR!!!!! UR BROTHER THERE SO WHAT!!!!! she tell me not to go already. i didnt bother to ask why. the reason already fucking clear. I DONT WANT MY BROTHER TO SEE ME WITH YOU!!! damn it... im so pissed already. problems after problems keep arising. how crappy can this day get?? wat the hell, i mean, ur brother go there to sitex means i cannot go ah? sure, he fetch u home... so what?? i promised to fetch you home... then never mind.. reach home already, she sms me.. its not that i want to be pissed. for now, im not prepared to listen to reason. but the moment i received that sms, i shoot back and told her that if she does not want to tell me that she is safely home, she can jolly well not do so. coz yesterday she didnt even bother to sms me. i mean, that shows that she doesnt even care about me! here i am so worried for her, and there she is not bothering. i know, i know, i gave her up in the first place and ignored her subsequent smses. yea, retribution. fuck it.
shoot her already, then finally brought the laptop back online. damn... so long then can make it. shit... then went to hardwarezone, see people thread abt this guy want to jio this girl who already has a bf... similiar problem like mine, only difference is that he didnt have her in the first place. so i post lor.. i mean, see whether others can advise me. so post already, wah, this fella post back, ' This kinda girls dont waste time la. Sounds to me she's pretty hard up and in dire need of a guy...pretty much in line of a "FFA" buffet '. to this guy, thanks for awakening me to my senses. i need to forget her already. and now, i think i have the motivation to do so. coz the clarity is there. and whats more, all my closest people to me have already told me the same thing. so i guess its time to let go. maybe now, i can concentrate more on my studies. and maybe, hopefully, not get attached anymore in anyway. i guess, being single is a blessing in itself already. and after being hurt so much, i dont wanna be hurt again. once bitten, twice shy.
thats all i have to say already. im off for the day... night...
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