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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
Well, its true. and i have finally let go of L.
today was supposed to go out with shuan. but then coz of personal problems, he called it off. and i went out to HMV for fun. i use bus pass, so thats ok. pay already, then must abuse a bit lor. haha. so went out alone to HMV and then just walk around aimlessly. and since i had nothing to do, decided to take the bus home again lor. its like an hour's ride back. and i have time to burn.
anyway, when coming up on pasir panjang, hungry already, so alighted at the market and then bought some food to eat. aiya, sian lor, so little stalls open so had quite little to choose from. either way, im not choosy over food, i practically eat everything. eat already, feel a bit nutty, so ordered a can of beer and walked to the bus stop. drank along the way, wanted to have the feeling of drunkeness. so can forget easier maybe??
but then reach bus stop already, didnt feel like going home. so decided to walk along a boat mooring area... the pier is a quiet place and thats like my type of area. to be alone. and when i was there, i noticed a container ship moving out of the dock onto the seaway. i saw the entire process and related it to me. currently im stuck in this rut, and now im reversing my way out of it. and i will turn 180 degrees and move on with life. i saw it as a sign from God and i believe that i should follow it. and i thank God for this sign that i noticed.
this day, i thank God for creating signs to tell me that i have to reverse and take stock of my life, and then move on from that dead end. and now, im following what i see and i trust in Him to lead me a better life. and now its late already, so i guess i better nod off already. night all..
today was supposed to go out with shuan. but then coz of personal problems, he called it off. and i went out to HMV for fun. i use bus pass, so thats ok. pay already, then must abuse a bit lor. haha. so went out alone to HMV and then just walk around aimlessly. and since i had nothing to do, decided to take the bus home again lor. its like an hour's ride back. and i have time to burn.
anyway, when coming up on pasir panjang, hungry already, so alighted at the market and then bought some food to eat. aiya, sian lor, so little stalls open so had quite little to choose from. either way, im not choosy over food, i practically eat everything. eat already, feel a bit nutty, so ordered a can of beer and walked to the bus stop. drank along the way, wanted to have the feeling of drunkeness. so can forget easier maybe??
but then reach bus stop already, didnt feel like going home. so decided to walk along a boat mooring area... the pier is a quiet place and thats like my type of area. to be alone. and when i was there, i noticed a container ship moving out of the dock onto the seaway. i saw the entire process and related it to me. currently im stuck in this rut, and now im reversing my way out of it. and i will turn 180 degrees and move on with life. i saw it as a sign from God and i believe that i should follow it. and i thank God for this sign that i noticed.
this day, i thank God for creating signs to tell me that i have to reverse and take stock of my life, and then move on from that dead end. and now, im following what i see and i trust in Him to lead me a better life. and now its late already, so i guess i better nod off already. night all..
I messed this area @
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