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Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
Haiz... same shit today. smoke the shit outta my life. its becoming a habit that i smoke already. o well, i guess i lost so much, losing a bit of my life isnt all that big a deal... feeling kinda suicidal right about now though...
i really cannot keep my mind of my problems and then having to tackle my job's problems. its getting so frustrating and messes my mind up like hell. and taking it one step at a time doesnt help at all. and damnit... today i thought i had the top sales. yea right... that was BEFORE my colleague darren has his regular client come in a take a plasma tv and a home theather set!!!!! damn him.. haha, just some friendly 'fights' we have at work. o well, i guess i should be happy with what i have made already. considering i only had a 2 week work experience from 6 months ago.
anyway, today after work, i accompanied L to the hospital. something was wrong with her la. dun ask me, coz thats personal. but i kinda have to let her know how much i cared for her to let me know what was wrong. and shit, medical bill so freaking expensive, but then i still pay coz simply put, even if it cost the world, i will pay up for who i love. and i will go through everything just to make sure that she is happy and well. sounds drastic, but thats me. for whoever i love, i will sacrifice my all.
ahh shit, its freaking late already and work is there tomorrow. lucky tomorrow start work at 12pm... nite all...
i really cannot keep my mind of my problems and then having to tackle my job's problems. its getting so frustrating and messes my mind up like hell. and taking it one step at a time doesnt help at all. and damnit... today i thought i had the top sales. yea right... that was BEFORE my colleague darren has his regular client come in a take a plasma tv and a home theather set!!!!! damn him.. haha, just some friendly 'fights' we have at work. o well, i guess i should be happy with what i have made already. considering i only had a 2 week work experience from 6 months ago.
anyway, today after work, i accompanied L to the hospital. something was wrong with her la. dun ask me, coz thats personal. but i kinda have to let her know how much i cared for her to let me know what was wrong. and shit, medical bill so freaking expensive, but then i still pay coz simply put, even if it cost the world, i will pay up for who i love. and i will go through everything just to make sure that she is happy and well. sounds drastic, but thats me. for whoever i love, i will sacrifice my all.
ahh shit, its freaking late already and work is there tomorrow. lucky tomorrow start work at 12pm... nite all...
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