November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
September 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
August 2006
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
December 2008
January 2009
April 2009
July 2009
August 2009
October 2009
January 2010
April 2011
Joce-lyn
All I yearn, is for the love of someone, coupled with the love from my sibling and parents. And to me, true love is when one sees an imperfect person perfectly. Which is what I see in you. The degree of the love that I have for you, I will learn from my past mistakes and make myself better for you. Just you. Then again, maybe I'm never the one. I'm not perfect, nor am I good in any sense.
Actions never coincide with words, and thoughts never coincide with either. That is, if you ever get past the first sentence.
haiz... dunno wat to do liaoz... then decided to make a blog to say out my feelings.
todae, i went to west mall to find a friend of mine. she decided to quit school suddenly and then go back to work. basket... dunno y she does it. but then, who am i to judge on her? so anyway, todae i went to find her. lets call her s. when i arrived, her colleagues told me that she was on her break. wth... i arrived at 3.20 and she went on her break?? thats like damn late la... so i waited outside the shop and then 10 mins later, i saw her walking towards me.. she didnt notice me so i call out to her and say i wanna talk to her. basket... heart beat so fast then, coz dunno wat to tok to her and then oso feel somewhat in love with her liaoz. so anyways, i told her to eat first then we tok later... when she ate finished, we went out of west mall to have a little chat.. same shit when someone suddenly disappears from ur life. went like, u happy with ur current job now? and how are u gonna survive next time without a diploma?? blah blah... but in the end, i just wanted to ask her how she was and to advise her not to let the opportunity of a poly education to slip away. and in the end, found this damn hard to say, i told her i love her. basket... think she damn amused by it coz i somehow just pia it down. but dunno la, heck care then.. coz i last time got so many chances to tell her that, but then each chance i let go. so decided to tell her straight off now. in the end, still got to let her go, coz her shift dont end until 7pm. so i kinda found my way back hm in a daze. i wanted her to know how much i care for her, thats all. and that i take her on a more personal sense now.
but wat the hell, i went back to try and fix my com, for the second time in 2 days... the com crash on me AGAIN, and i had to reformat it AGAIN. damn if i reformat too many times, the hdd sure will spoil one... then now got some funni sound coming out of it liaoz... i installed everything slowly, skip registration and then installed my other important programs... abt 2 am that time, wah lau!!!, i cannot install my modem... wat the... thot i had to reformat again.. by then, super super heng i had skipped the registration and had the ability to reseal the stupid laptop for end user and when i resealed it, then can install the modem liaoz... super heng ah, otherwise would have thrown the laptop away in frustration. aiya, then now still surfing net for stupid shit and stuff. so late still dun wanna slp. always thinking abt her. dunno wat to do with her. then oso damn worried.
aiya, problems leave for another day lar. and if she happenes to know this blog, i just wanna tell her that i truly care for her and love her. if not, then mayb its not meant to be. and i hope i can forgive myself to let you go.
o well, we're late into the night... and into the super morning. lucky no sch for the next 1 and half months. nitez...
todae, i went to west mall to find a friend of mine. she decided to quit school suddenly and then go back to work. basket... dunno y she does it. but then, who am i to judge on her? so anyway, todae i went to find her. lets call her s. when i arrived, her colleagues told me that she was on her break. wth... i arrived at 3.20 and she went on her break?? thats like damn late la... so i waited outside the shop and then 10 mins later, i saw her walking towards me.. she didnt notice me so i call out to her and say i wanna talk to her. basket... heart beat so fast then, coz dunno wat to tok to her and then oso feel somewhat in love with her liaoz. so anyways, i told her to eat first then we tok later... when she ate finished, we went out of west mall to have a little chat.. same shit when someone suddenly disappears from ur life. went like, u happy with ur current job now? and how are u gonna survive next time without a diploma?? blah blah... but in the end, i just wanted to ask her how she was and to advise her not to let the opportunity of a poly education to slip away. and in the end, found this damn hard to say, i told her i love her. basket... think she damn amused by it coz i somehow just pia it down. but dunno la, heck care then.. coz i last time got so many chances to tell her that, but then each chance i let go. so decided to tell her straight off now. in the end, still got to let her go, coz her shift dont end until 7pm. so i kinda found my way back hm in a daze. i wanted her to know how much i care for her, thats all. and that i take her on a more personal sense now.
but wat the hell, i went back to try and fix my com, for the second time in 2 days... the com crash on me AGAIN, and i had to reformat it AGAIN. damn if i reformat too many times, the hdd sure will spoil one... then now got some funni sound coming out of it liaoz... i installed everything slowly, skip registration and then installed my other important programs... abt 2 am that time, wah lau!!!, i cannot install my modem... wat the... thot i had to reformat again.. by then, super super heng i had skipped the registration and had the ability to reseal the stupid laptop for end user and when i resealed it, then can install the modem liaoz... super heng ah, otherwise would have thrown the laptop away in frustration. aiya, then now still surfing net for stupid shit and stuff. so late still dun wanna slp. always thinking abt her. dunno wat to do with her. then oso damn worried.
aiya, problems leave for another day lar. and if she happenes to know this blog, i just wanna tell her that i truly care for her and love her. if not, then mayb its not meant to be. and i hope i can forgive myself to let you go.
o well, we're late into the night... and into the super morning. lucky no sch for the next 1 and half months. nitez...
I messed this area @
04:57
04:57